Post by Helen Kim on Aug 18, 2013 23:40:50 GMT -4
Chima Simone (9:03:20 PM): HI
Helen Kim (9:03:26 PM): hey! :-)
Helen Kim (9:03:28 PM): what's up?
Chima Simone (9:03:33 PM): NM! WAS JUST BEING RELAX
Chima Simone (9:03:34 PM): YOU?
Helen Kim (9:03:42 PM): watching the Whodunnit finale <3
Helen Kim (9:03:49 PM): I miss Will :-( he was my Whodunnit buddy
Chima Simone (9:03:55 PM): :-P
Chima Simone (9:06:02 PM): I'M SO NERVOUS FOR THE VETO
Helen Kim (9:06:08 PM): me too
Helen Kim (9:06:14 PM): I've been using the last few hours to prepare
Chima Simone (9:06:20 PM): NOT ME :S
Helen Kim (9:06:23 PM): just going over everything that happened in the game
Helen Kim (9:06:32 PM): most likely I won't even need it
Helen Kim (9:06:44 PM): I'd just hate to not be prepared when I could have been
Helen Kim (9:06:46 PM): you know?
Chima Simone (9:06:49 PM): YEA
Chima Simone (9:09:00 PM): I FEEL LIKE I'LL SUCK LIKE IN DAYS OF OUR LIVES
Helen Kim (9:09:10 PM): I was so close in that comp :-(
Chima Simone (9:09:21 PM): I WAS SO FAR AWAY IN THE CROP FIELDS
Chima Simone (9:09:34 PM): I FELT ASHAMED
Helen Kim (9:09:57 PM): you kinda gave up in the end lol
Helen Kim (9:10:01 PM): "Day 1"
Chima Simone (9:10:14 PM): WELL, IT BECAME IMPOSSIBLE BECAUSE HAD YOU BEEN 40+ DAYS OFF I WOUDL STILL LOSE :-P
Chima Simone (9:10:35 PM): AND THE ANSWER HAD TO BE AT LEAST IN THE MIDDLE SOOO... XD
Chima Simone (9:11:21 PM): IF YOU WIN VETO, YOU'RE NOT POSTING YOUR DECISION RIGHT AWAY? I CAN HAVE SOME TIME TO TALK RIGHT?
Helen Kim (9:11:30 PM): yeah definitely
Helen Kim (9:11:34 PM): I'll for sure think about it
Helen Kim (9:11:40 PM): you can't rush into any decisions straight away
Chima Simone (9:11:45 PM): I KNOW
Chima Simone (10:27:44 PM): GOOD LUCK
Helen Kim (10:27:50 PM): you too
Chima Simone (10:27:51 PM): I JUST SENT :S
Helen Kim (10:28:00 PM): I sent at 10:26
Helen Kim (10:28:01 PM): you?
Chima Simone (10:28:18 PM): YOU SAID ' I SENT' I SENT AFTER?
Chima Simone (10:28:23 PM): LIKE THREE SEOCNDS AFTER
Helen Kim (10:28:26 PM): oh my
Helen Kim (10:28:29 PM): okay
Chima Simone (10:28:34 PM): 10:27
Helen Kim (10:28:35 PM): this is gonna be close
Chima Simone (10:28:45 PM): YOU THINK YOU'RE ALL RIGHT?
Helen Kim (10:28:51 PM): I think so
Chima Simone (10:29:02 PM): (UGH) :-P
Helen Kim (10:29:48 PM): oh my
Helen Kim (10:29:50 PM): I fucked up
Chima Simone (10:29:53 PM): RLY?
Helen Kim (10:29:58 PM): oh my god yes
Chima Simone (10:29:58 PM): WHERE
Helen Kim (10:30:01 PM): oh my god
Helen Kim (10:30:05 PM): I put Will instead of Boogie
Chima Simone (10:30:14 PM):
Chima Simone (10:30:45 PM): IM SHAKING
Chima Simone (10:33:28 PM): 100%
Helen Kim (10:33:38 PM): I'm just like
Helen Kim (10:33:40 PM): so upset haha
Helen Kim (10:33:45 PM): I was so close
Chima Simone (10:34:14 PM): IF I LOSE ILL BE UPSET I DOUBLE CHECKED MYSELF BECAUSE IT ENDED UP BEING UNNECESSARY
Chima Simone (10:34:40 PM): =-O
Helen Kim (10:34:48 PM): oh my
Helen Kim (10:40:50 PM): okay
Helen Kim (10:40:51 PM): so like
Helen Kim (10:40:53 PM): if I come off
Helen Kim (10:40:58 PM): you have my word that I'll save you
Chima Simone (10:41:01 PM): :OOO
Helen Kim (10:41:05 PM): Here's why
Helen Kim (10:41:09 PM): if Ivette makes it to the final two
Helen Kim (10:41:11 PM): she wins
Helen Kim (10:41:15 PM): no matter who's next to her
Helen Kim (10:41:22 PM): you have the tie for the most comp wins of the season
Helen Kim (10:41:33 PM): so I'd rather have someone who's good at comps to take out Ivette
Chima Simone (10:41:33 PM): YOU ARE SAYING ATM ALL THE PLEAD I WOULD HAVE DONE HAD YOU GOTTEN VETO LMFAO
Helen Kim (10:41:35 PM): you know?
Helen Kim (10:41:46 PM): That's because it makes sense
Helen Kim (10:42:09 PM): and if the veto is not used
Helen Kim (10:42:13 PM): I hope you have the same rationale
Helen Kim (10:42:19 PM): because you were thinking the same thing
Chima Simone (10:42:45 PM): I KNOW! IF VETO ISN'T USED I'LL HEAR ELISSA TOO THOUGH. I DON'T WANT TO BE MEAN
Helen Kim (10:42:59 PM): Yeah that's totally fine
Helen Kim (10:43:07 PM): And in all honesty
Helen Kim (10:43:15 PM): Elissa and I have always played this game as a couple
Helen Kim (10:43:28 PM): we have the exact same game, she was just very UTR and I took the fall for all the moves we made
Helen Kim (10:43:39 PM): and I realize that it'll be hard to beat someone who made the same movesas me
Helen Kim (10:43:41 PM): you know?
Helen Kim (10:48:28 PM): okay
Helen Kim (10:48:29 PM): so
Helen Kim (10:48:31 PM): haha
Helen Kim (10:48:35 PM): congrats on F3!
Chima Simone (10:49:23 PM): THX!
Chima Simone (10:49:25 PM): SO MUCH RELIEF
Chima Simone (10:49:31 PM): I THOUGHT FOR A SECOND I WAS GETTING FOURTH
Helen Kim (10:51:10 PM): so what are your thoughts
Chima Simone (10:51:40 PM): WELL
Chima Simone (10:51:43 PM): IM TALKING TO IVETTE NOW
Chima Simone (10:51:47 PM): JUST TO SEE WHAT SHE THINKS
Helen Kim (10:52:07 PM): alright
Chima Simone (10:57:51 PM): OK.
Helen Kim (10:58:04 PM): what's the verdict, chief?
Chima Simone (10:58:12 PM): I'M SORRY HELEN BUT A PART OF ME THINKS I NEED TO EVICT YOU :-\
Helen Kim (10:58:17 PM): Chima
Helen Kim (10:58:18 PM): please
Chima Simone (10:58:21 PM): :-(
Helen Kim (10:58:33 PM): Chima, if you evict me
Helen Kim (10:58:36 PM): I'm telling you as a friend
Helen Kim (10:58:42 PM): you're throwing your game away
Chima Simone (10:58:49 PM): I'M THROWING IT EITHER WAY...
Helen Kim (10:59:10 PM): Chima I'm begging you
Helen Kim (10:59:22 PM): I have never wanted anything more in my life
Helen Kim (10:59:31 PM): Well
Helen Kim (10:59:32 PM): that's a lie
Helen Kim (10:59:33 PM): but
Helen Kim (10:59:34 PM): :-P
Helen Kim (10:59:36 PM): I want this!
Helen Kim (10:59:37 PM): haha
Chima Simone (10:59:38 PM): LMFAO
Chima Simone (10:59:52 PM): LIKE... I KNOW YOU WERE TELLING ME SO MUCH ABOUT KEEPING ME OVER ELISSA... BUT...
Chima Simone (11:00:00 PM): I CAN'T TAKE WORDS AND I HAVE THE IMPRESSION YOU WEREN'T
Helen Kim (11:00:01 PM): Listen
Helen Kim (11:00:09 PM): I would have no problems evicting Elissa
Helen Kim (11:00:10 PM): why?
Helen Kim (11:00:15 PM): she's the only person I could vote out
Helen Kim (11:00:19 PM): that would still vote for me in the finals
Helen Kim (11:00:26 PM): she's played a similar game to me
Helen Kim (11:00:29 PM): she can't help me in F3
Chima Simone (11:00:34 PM): YOU ARE A MAJOR JURY THREAT, TOO, HELEN. YOU KNOW THAT :-\
Helen Kim (11:00:35 PM): It made sense for me to evict her
Helen Kim (11:00:43 PM): I've pissed off so many members of the jury
Chima Simone (11:00:46 PM): WHO?
Helen Kim (11:00:49 PM): I sided with Gina over Janelle
Helen Kim (11:00:54 PM): And Gina hates me even
Helen Kim (11:01:04 PM): It's just like
Chima Simone (11:01:08 PM): I SIDED WITH GINA OVER JANELLE TOO
Helen Kim (11:01:08 PM): Elissa won't win F3 HoH
Helen Kim (11:01:13 PM): No
Chima Simone (11:01:15 PM): YES
Helen Kim (11:01:17 PM): I made a deal
Helen Kim (11:01:18 PM): with Janelle
Helen Kim (11:01:22 PM): and I deliberately broke it
Chima Simone (11:01:27 PM): I PROMISED HER I WOULDNT SAY ANYTHING SHE TELLS ME, TOO
Helen Kim (11:01:31 PM): well okay
Helen Kim (11:01:34 PM): we both pissed Janelle off
Chima Simone (11:01:37 PM): YES
Helen Kim (11:01:40 PM): but like
Helen Kim (11:01:44 PM): who hasn't pissed anyone off?
Helen Kim (11:01:45 PM): Ivette
Helen Kim (11:01:54 PM): and if she wins the F3 HoH and continues on
Helen Kim (11:01:56 PM): she'll win it
Chima Simone (11:01:57 PM): I KNOW THIS
Helen Kim (11:02:01 PM): you need someone who has competitive drive
Helen Kim (11:02:08 PM): you have a much better shot against me
Helen Kim (11:02:16 PM): I excel at the things you fail at and vice versa
Helen Kim (11:02:20 PM): you're good at reflex things
Helen Kim (11:02:25 PM): I'm better with trivia things
Chima Simone (11:02:53 PM): I WOULD LOVE TO EXPLAIN MORE, BUT LIKE... I CAN'T DROP MY CARDS ON THE TABLE, HELEN :-(
Helen Kim (11:02:57 PM): Chima
Helen Kim (11:03:01 PM): Just
Helen Kim (11:03:07 PM): idek what to say anymore
Helen Kim (11:03:19 PM): I'm not just trying to save my ass here; you know everything I'm saying is making sense
Helen Kim (11:03:43 PM): I was friends with you since the beginning and I've never done anything against you
Chima Simone (11:03:49 PM): I KNOW. BUT YOU BOTH BENEFIT THE SAME WAY, IT'S JUST THAT YUO'RE MORE OF A JURY THREAT THAN ELISSA
Helen Kim (11:03:53 PM): I saved Eric from eviction for you in F6
Chima Simone (11:04:06 PM): THAT WASN'T FOR ME, THOUGH, IT WAS TO BACKDOOR GINA
Helen Kim (11:04:07 PM): and you've done nothing in return, so I'm asking just this once
Helen Kim (11:04:10 PM): please
Chima Simone (11:04:34 PM): I FEEL LIKE A MONSTER
Helen Kim (11:04:39 PM): Chima I was so close to this POV
Helen Kim (11:04:42 PM): If I didn't mess up
Helen Kim (11:04:46 PM): I would have won it
Helen Kim (11:04:53 PM): I can't leave like this
Helen Kim (11:05:02 PM): I have done way too much to leave like this
Helen Kim (11:05:09 PM): I just want to make the final three for ONCE in my life
Helen Kim (11:05:12 PM): I've never won anything before
Helen Kim (11:05:14 PM): in any ORG
Helen Kim (11:05:19 PM): and i just want to have a shot
Helen Kim (11:05:20 PM): at the end
Helen Kim (11:05:25 PM): Please
Chima Simone (11:06:53 PM): DID YOU EVER PLAY A SURVIVOR GAME?
Helen Kim (11:07:00 PM): I've played a few
Chima Simone (11:07:05 PM): YOU NEVER MADE FINALES?
Helen Kim (11:07:08 PM): nope
Helen Kim (11:07:12 PM): I've been playing
Helen Kim (11:07:15 PM): for two years
Helen Kim (11:07:22 PM): and I never make finals because nobody ever trusts me
Helen Kim (11:07:24 PM): so I'm BEGGING you
Helen Kim (11:07:26 PM): to trust me
Chima Simone (11:07:36 PM): IT'S NOT EVEN A MATTER OF TRUST RIGHT NOW. :-(
Helen Kim (11:08:29 PM): I don't even know what to say
Helen Kim (11:08:42 PM): I feel like I'm finally sucking on the fat dick of reality
Chima Simone (11:08:59 PM): :/
Chima Simone (11:09:04 PM): I WON'T POST THEM NOW IF THAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER
Helen Kim (11:09:14 PM): if your mind is made up
Helen Kim (11:09:19 PM): just go ahead and do it I guess
Helen Kim (11:09:26 PM): there's nothing else I can do or say
Helen Kim (11:09:32 PM): I literally have nothing else to pitch
Helen Kim (11:09:47 PM): if my game is ruined I don't want to spend all day tomorrow in school being all anxious you know?
Chima Simone (11:09:56 PM): YEA IK WHAT YOU MEAN
Helen Kim (11:11:37 PM): Ivette's going to win that HoH :-\
Helen Kim (11:11:40 PM): That's the only thing
Chima Simone (11:11:50 PM): EVEN IF YOU'RE THERE IN THE FINAL THREE SAME COULD HAPPEN, HELEN. :-\
Chima Simone (11:11:58 PM): THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT BESIDES DOING MY BEST AT THE FINAL COMP
Helen Kim (11:12:09 PM): But like
Helen Kim (11:12:11 PM): when you say that
Helen Kim (11:12:13 PM): you make it personal
Helen Kim (11:12:24 PM): when you say that Ivette can win either way but you still choose to evict me
Helen Kim (11:12:36 PM): that's saying to me that you'd rather Elissa make F3 than me
Chima Simone (11:12:48 PM): IT'S NOT PERSONAL.
Helen Kim (11:13:01 PM): Everything is personal though
Helen Kim (11:13:07 PM): I wear my heart on my sleeves in these games
Helen Kim (11:13:15 PM): so I'm sorry if I take things personally but
Helen Kim (11:13:25 PM): I did everything I could
Helen Kim (11:13:29 PM): to make you trust me
Helen Kim (11:13:38 PM): and everything I told you you ran and told Gina and Ivette
Helen Kim (11:13:42 PM): the entire game
Chima Simone (11:13:43 PM): WAIT, WHAT?
Helen Kim (11:13:47 PM): They told me
Chima Simone (11:13:50 PM): I BARELY THREW PEOPLE UNDER THE BUS, HELEN
Chima Simone (11:13:53 PM): WHAT DID I TELL THEM?
Helen Kim (11:14:00 PM): Ivette just told me
Chima Simone (11:14:03 PM): WHAT DID SHE SAY?
Helen Kim (11:14:05 PM): how I told you that you should take me
Helen Kim (11:14:10 PM): so we can get her out
Chima Simone (11:14:20 PM): THATS BECAUSE SHE WANTED ELISSA GONE,
Chima Simone (11:14:27 PM): AND I TOLD HER NO, LOOK IT'S BETTER FOR YOU
Chima Simone (11:14:35 PM): BUT BEFORE THAT I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT YOU
Helen Kim (11:14:44 PM): No but she specifically told me
Helen Kim (11:14:45 PM): hold on
Helen Kim (11:15:12 PM): Ivette Corredero 10:53 pm
well now chima is telling me that youre plotting with her to get me out at the final 3
so that hurts?
Helen Kim (11:15:18 PM): so like
Helen Kim (11:15:28 PM): it IS personal because you never wanted to trust me
Helen Kim (11:15:41 PM): Gina and Ivette came to me numerous times in the game telling me that I was planning on getting them out
Chima Simone (11:15:51 PM): I DIDN'T SAY THAT!!
Chima Simone (11:15:55 PM): I ALWAYS KEPT IT TO MYSELF
Chima Simone (11:16:17 PM): GINA ALWAYS SAID SHE WANTED YOU OUT, YOU SAID THE SAME ABOUT HER, THERE WAS NO POINT FOR ME TO SAY ANYTHING TO EITHER OF YOU ABOUT EACH OTHER
Helen Kim (11:16:22 PM): I'm not even making this shit up so please don't think it's me trying to save myself at last minute
Helen Kim (11:16:26 PM): because like
Chima Simone (11:16:29 PM): GINA WAS A LIAR, HELEN
Helen Kim (11:16:31 PM): That's why I take it personally
Helen Kim (11:16:36 PM): I know and I got her out
Chima Simone (11:16:38 PM): SOMEBODY ELSE TOLD HER
Chima Simone (11:16:40 PM): AND SHE SAID CHIMA SAID
Helen Kim (11:17:11 PM): Ivette said the same thing so I guess they conspired together
Chima Simone (11:17:31 PM): THEY WERE TOGETHER, YES.
Helen Kim (11:19:25 PM): alright
Helen Kim (11:19:31 PM): well I made my case to you
Helen Kim (11:19:58 PM): it's honestly the smartest decision for you, me and Ivette
Helen Kim (11:20:01 PM): to be in the final three
Helen Kim (11:20:13 PM): I told you about this before PoV results were even posted
Chima Simone (11:20:56 PM): I KNOW. YOU BOTH TOLD ME THE TRUTH. BUT I HAVE TO PICK BETWEEN TWO PEOPLE NOW :-(
Helen Kim (11:21:40 PM): just remember who was always there for you
Helen Kim (11:21:48 PM): even after you nominated me twice :-P
Chima Simone (11:21:56 PM): I KNOW.
Chima Simone (11:22:41 PM): BUT I HONESTLY FEEL SAFER BRINGING ELISSA TO THE NEXT STAGE.
Helen Kim (11:23:04 PM): So bet it.
Chima Simone (11:23:06 PM): AND I HAVE TO POST MY DECISION SOON :-\ I KNOW YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND NOW BECAUSE YOU'RE STILL IN AND YOU DON'T WANNA LOSE THIS. BUT I HAVE TO :-(
Helen Kim (11:23:06 PM): be it
Helen Kim (11:23:17 PM): I understand perfectly well
Helen Kim (11:23:23 PM): I know exactly what you're thinking
Helen Kim (11:23:32 PM): I just know all of your preconcieved notions
Helen Kim (11:23:39 PM): are 100% wrong right now
Chima Simone (11:23:47 PM): PRECONCIVED NOTIONS?
Helen Kim (11:24:03 PM): You think I'm the mastermind and Elissa's my goat
Helen Kim (11:24:07 PM): come F2 she'll reveal A LOT
Chima Simone (11:24:08 PM): NO -.-
Chima Simone (11:24:29 PM): I DONT THINK EITHER OF YOU ARE MORE OF A MASTERMIND THAN EACH OTHER
Helen Kim (11:24:36 PM): Well
Helen Kim (11:24:38 PM): when the game ends
Helen Kim (11:24:43 PM): and you read my DR
Helen Kim (11:24:48 PM): you'll regret this decision
Helen Kim (11:24:51 PM): but if there's no changing it
Helen Kim (11:24:54 PM): I did all I could do
Chima Simone (11:25:27 PM): WELL IT'S JUST A GAME SO IF I LOSE BECAUSE OF THIS I'LL LEARN FOR LATER GAMES BUT AT THIS MOMENT THATS WHAT IM DOING :-\
Helen Kim (11:25:43 PM): well then I wish you the best haha
Helen Kim (11:25:59 PM): and good luck, you're going to need it
Chima Simone (11:26:10 PM): I WOULD NEED IT AGAINST ALL YOU THREE, BUT THX.
Helen Kim (11:26:19 PM): that's so wrong though
Helen Kim (11:26:20 PM): eh whatever
Chima Simone (11:26:23 PM):
Helen Kim (9:03:26 PM): hey! :-)
Helen Kim (9:03:28 PM): what's up?
Chima Simone (9:03:33 PM): NM! WAS JUST BEING RELAX
Chima Simone (9:03:34 PM): YOU?
Helen Kim (9:03:42 PM): watching the Whodunnit finale <3
Helen Kim (9:03:49 PM): I miss Will :-( he was my Whodunnit buddy
Chima Simone (9:03:55 PM): :-P
Chima Simone (9:06:02 PM): I'M SO NERVOUS FOR THE VETO
Helen Kim (9:06:08 PM): me too
Helen Kim (9:06:14 PM): I've been using the last few hours to prepare
Chima Simone (9:06:20 PM): NOT ME :S
Helen Kim (9:06:23 PM): just going over everything that happened in the game
Helen Kim (9:06:32 PM): most likely I won't even need it
Helen Kim (9:06:44 PM): I'd just hate to not be prepared when I could have been
Helen Kim (9:06:46 PM): you know?
Chima Simone (9:06:49 PM): YEA
Chima Simone (9:09:00 PM): I FEEL LIKE I'LL SUCK LIKE IN DAYS OF OUR LIVES
Helen Kim (9:09:10 PM): I was so close in that comp :-(
Chima Simone (9:09:21 PM): I WAS SO FAR AWAY IN THE CROP FIELDS
Chima Simone (9:09:34 PM): I FELT ASHAMED
Helen Kim (9:09:57 PM): you kinda gave up in the end lol
Helen Kim (9:10:01 PM): "Day 1"
Chima Simone (9:10:14 PM): WELL, IT BECAME IMPOSSIBLE BECAUSE HAD YOU BEEN 40+ DAYS OFF I WOUDL STILL LOSE :-P
Chima Simone (9:10:35 PM): AND THE ANSWER HAD TO BE AT LEAST IN THE MIDDLE SOOO... XD
Chima Simone (9:11:21 PM): IF YOU WIN VETO, YOU'RE NOT POSTING YOUR DECISION RIGHT AWAY? I CAN HAVE SOME TIME TO TALK RIGHT?
Helen Kim (9:11:30 PM): yeah definitely
Helen Kim (9:11:34 PM): I'll for sure think about it
Helen Kim (9:11:40 PM): you can't rush into any decisions straight away
Chima Simone (9:11:45 PM): I KNOW
Chima Simone (10:27:44 PM): GOOD LUCK
Helen Kim (10:27:50 PM): you too
Chima Simone (10:27:51 PM): I JUST SENT :S
Helen Kim (10:28:00 PM): I sent at 10:26
Helen Kim (10:28:01 PM): you?
Chima Simone (10:28:18 PM): YOU SAID ' I SENT' I SENT AFTER?
Chima Simone (10:28:23 PM): LIKE THREE SEOCNDS AFTER
Helen Kim (10:28:26 PM): oh my
Helen Kim (10:28:29 PM): okay
Chima Simone (10:28:34 PM): 10:27
Helen Kim (10:28:35 PM): this is gonna be close
Chima Simone (10:28:45 PM): YOU THINK YOU'RE ALL RIGHT?
Helen Kim (10:28:51 PM): I think so
Chima Simone (10:29:02 PM): (UGH) :-P
Helen Kim (10:29:48 PM): oh my
Helen Kim (10:29:50 PM): I fucked up
Chima Simone (10:29:53 PM): RLY?
Helen Kim (10:29:58 PM): oh my god yes
Chima Simone (10:29:58 PM): WHERE
Helen Kim (10:30:01 PM): oh my god
Helen Kim (10:30:05 PM): I put Will instead of Boogie
Chima Simone (10:30:14 PM):
Chima Simone (10:30:45 PM): IM SHAKING
Chima Simone (10:33:28 PM): 100%
Helen Kim (10:33:38 PM): I'm just like
Helen Kim (10:33:40 PM): so upset haha
Helen Kim (10:33:45 PM): I was so close
Chima Simone (10:34:14 PM): IF I LOSE ILL BE UPSET I DOUBLE CHECKED MYSELF BECAUSE IT ENDED UP BEING UNNECESSARY
Chima Simone (10:34:40 PM): =-O
Helen Kim (10:34:48 PM): oh my
Helen Kim (10:40:50 PM): okay
Helen Kim (10:40:51 PM): so like
Helen Kim (10:40:53 PM): if I come off
Helen Kim (10:40:58 PM): you have my word that I'll save you
Chima Simone (10:41:01 PM): :OOO
Helen Kim (10:41:05 PM): Here's why
Helen Kim (10:41:09 PM): if Ivette makes it to the final two
Helen Kim (10:41:11 PM): she wins
Helen Kim (10:41:15 PM): no matter who's next to her
Helen Kim (10:41:22 PM): you have the tie for the most comp wins of the season
Helen Kim (10:41:33 PM): so I'd rather have someone who's good at comps to take out Ivette
Chima Simone (10:41:33 PM): YOU ARE SAYING ATM ALL THE PLEAD I WOULD HAVE DONE HAD YOU GOTTEN VETO LMFAO
Helen Kim (10:41:35 PM): you know?
Helen Kim (10:41:46 PM): That's because it makes sense
Helen Kim (10:42:09 PM): and if the veto is not used
Helen Kim (10:42:13 PM): I hope you have the same rationale
Helen Kim (10:42:19 PM): because you were thinking the same thing
Chima Simone (10:42:45 PM): I KNOW! IF VETO ISN'T USED I'LL HEAR ELISSA TOO THOUGH. I DON'T WANT TO BE MEAN
Helen Kim (10:42:59 PM): Yeah that's totally fine
Helen Kim (10:43:07 PM): And in all honesty
Helen Kim (10:43:15 PM): Elissa and I have always played this game as a couple
Helen Kim (10:43:28 PM): we have the exact same game, she was just very UTR and I took the fall for all the moves we made
Helen Kim (10:43:39 PM): and I realize that it'll be hard to beat someone who made the same movesas me
Helen Kim (10:43:41 PM): you know?
Helen Kim (10:48:28 PM): okay
Helen Kim (10:48:29 PM): so
Helen Kim (10:48:31 PM): haha
Helen Kim (10:48:35 PM): congrats on F3!
Chima Simone (10:49:23 PM): THX!
Chima Simone (10:49:25 PM): SO MUCH RELIEF
Chima Simone (10:49:31 PM): I THOUGHT FOR A SECOND I WAS GETTING FOURTH
Helen Kim (10:51:10 PM): so what are your thoughts
Chima Simone (10:51:40 PM): WELL
Chima Simone (10:51:43 PM): IM TALKING TO IVETTE NOW
Chima Simone (10:51:47 PM): JUST TO SEE WHAT SHE THINKS
Helen Kim (10:52:07 PM): alright
Chima Simone (10:57:51 PM): OK.
Helen Kim (10:58:04 PM): what's the verdict, chief?
Chima Simone (10:58:12 PM): I'M SORRY HELEN BUT A PART OF ME THINKS I NEED TO EVICT YOU :-\
Helen Kim (10:58:17 PM): Chima
Helen Kim (10:58:18 PM): please
Chima Simone (10:58:21 PM): :-(
Helen Kim (10:58:33 PM): Chima, if you evict me
Helen Kim (10:58:36 PM): I'm telling you as a friend
Helen Kim (10:58:42 PM): you're throwing your game away
Chima Simone (10:58:49 PM): I'M THROWING IT EITHER WAY...
Helen Kim (10:59:10 PM): Chima I'm begging you
Helen Kim (10:59:22 PM): I have never wanted anything more in my life
Helen Kim (10:59:31 PM): Well
Helen Kim (10:59:32 PM): that's a lie
Helen Kim (10:59:33 PM): but
Helen Kim (10:59:34 PM): :-P
Helen Kim (10:59:36 PM): I want this!
Helen Kim (10:59:37 PM): haha
Chima Simone (10:59:38 PM): LMFAO
Chima Simone (10:59:52 PM): LIKE... I KNOW YOU WERE TELLING ME SO MUCH ABOUT KEEPING ME OVER ELISSA... BUT...
Chima Simone (11:00:00 PM): I CAN'T TAKE WORDS AND I HAVE THE IMPRESSION YOU WEREN'T
Helen Kim (11:00:01 PM): Listen
Helen Kim (11:00:09 PM): I would have no problems evicting Elissa
Helen Kim (11:00:10 PM): why?
Helen Kim (11:00:15 PM): she's the only person I could vote out
Helen Kim (11:00:19 PM): that would still vote for me in the finals
Helen Kim (11:00:26 PM): she's played a similar game to me
Helen Kim (11:00:29 PM): she can't help me in F3
Chima Simone (11:00:34 PM): YOU ARE A MAJOR JURY THREAT, TOO, HELEN. YOU KNOW THAT :-\
Helen Kim (11:00:35 PM): It made sense for me to evict her
Helen Kim (11:00:43 PM): I've pissed off so many members of the jury
Chima Simone (11:00:46 PM): WHO?
Helen Kim (11:00:49 PM): I sided with Gina over Janelle
Helen Kim (11:00:54 PM): And Gina hates me even
Helen Kim (11:01:04 PM): It's just like
Chima Simone (11:01:08 PM): I SIDED WITH GINA OVER JANELLE TOO
Helen Kim (11:01:08 PM): Elissa won't win F3 HoH
Helen Kim (11:01:13 PM): No
Chima Simone (11:01:15 PM): YES
Helen Kim (11:01:17 PM): I made a deal
Helen Kim (11:01:18 PM): with Janelle
Helen Kim (11:01:22 PM): and I deliberately broke it
Chima Simone (11:01:27 PM): I PROMISED HER I WOULDNT SAY ANYTHING SHE TELLS ME, TOO
Helen Kim (11:01:31 PM): well okay
Helen Kim (11:01:34 PM): we both pissed Janelle off
Chima Simone (11:01:37 PM): YES
Helen Kim (11:01:40 PM): but like
Helen Kim (11:01:44 PM): who hasn't pissed anyone off?
Helen Kim (11:01:45 PM): Ivette
Helen Kim (11:01:54 PM): and if she wins the F3 HoH and continues on
Helen Kim (11:01:56 PM): she'll win it
Chima Simone (11:01:57 PM): I KNOW THIS
Helen Kim (11:02:01 PM): you need someone who has competitive drive
Helen Kim (11:02:08 PM): you have a much better shot against me
Helen Kim (11:02:16 PM): I excel at the things you fail at and vice versa
Helen Kim (11:02:20 PM): you're good at reflex things
Helen Kim (11:02:25 PM): I'm better with trivia things
Chima Simone (11:02:53 PM): I WOULD LOVE TO EXPLAIN MORE, BUT LIKE... I CAN'T DROP MY CARDS ON THE TABLE, HELEN :-(
Helen Kim (11:02:57 PM): Chima
Helen Kim (11:03:01 PM): Just
Helen Kim (11:03:07 PM): idek what to say anymore
Helen Kim (11:03:19 PM): I'm not just trying to save my ass here; you know everything I'm saying is making sense
Helen Kim (11:03:43 PM): I was friends with you since the beginning and I've never done anything against you
Chima Simone (11:03:49 PM): I KNOW. BUT YOU BOTH BENEFIT THE SAME WAY, IT'S JUST THAT YUO'RE MORE OF A JURY THREAT THAN ELISSA
Helen Kim (11:03:53 PM): I saved Eric from eviction for you in F6
Chima Simone (11:04:06 PM): THAT WASN'T FOR ME, THOUGH, IT WAS TO BACKDOOR GINA
Helen Kim (11:04:07 PM): and you've done nothing in return, so I'm asking just this once
Helen Kim (11:04:10 PM): please
Chima Simone (11:04:34 PM): I FEEL LIKE A MONSTER
Helen Kim (11:04:39 PM): Chima I was so close to this POV
Helen Kim (11:04:42 PM): If I didn't mess up
Helen Kim (11:04:46 PM): I would have won it
Helen Kim (11:04:53 PM): I can't leave like this
Helen Kim (11:05:02 PM): I have done way too much to leave like this
Helen Kim (11:05:09 PM): I just want to make the final three for ONCE in my life
Helen Kim (11:05:12 PM): I've never won anything before
Helen Kim (11:05:14 PM): in any ORG
Helen Kim (11:05:19 PM): and i just want to have a shot
Helen Kim (11:05:20 PM): at the end
Helen Kim (11:05:25 PM): Please
Chima Simone (11:06:53 PM): DID YOU EVER PLAY A SURVIVOR GAME?
Helen Kim (11:07:00 PM): I've played a few
Chima Simone (11:07:05 PM): YOU NEVER MADE FINALES?
Helen Kim (11:07:08 PM): nope
Helen Kim (11:07:12 PM): I've been playing
Helen Kim (11:07:15 PM): for two years
Helen Kim (11:07:22 PM): and I never make finals because nobody ever trusts me
Helen Kim (11:07:24 PM): so I'm BEGGING you
Helen Kim (11:07:26 PM): to trust me
Chima Simone (11:07:36 PM): IT'S NOT EVEN A MATTER OF TRUST RIGHT NOW. :-(
Helen Kim (11:08:29 PM): I don't even know what to say
Helen Kim (11:08:42 PM): I feel like I'm finally sucking on the fat dick of reality
Chima Simone (11:08:59 PM): :/
Chima Simone (11:09:04 PM): I WON'T POST THEM NOW IF THAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER
Helen Kim (11:09:14 PM): if your mind is made up
Helen Kim (11:09:19 PM): just go ahead and do it I guess
Helen Kim (11:09:26 PM): there's nothing else I can do or say
Helen Kim (11:09:32 PM): I literally have nothing else to pitch
Helen Kim (11:09:47 PM): if my game is ruined I don't want to spend all day tomorrow in school being all anxious you know?
Chima Simone (11:09:56 PM): YEA IK WHAT YOU MEAN
Helen Kim (11:11:37 PM): Ivette's going to win that HoH :-\
Helen Kim (11:11:40 PM): That's the only thing
Chima Simone (11:11:50 PM): EVEN IF YOU'RE THERE IN THE FINAL THREE SAME COULD HAPPEN, HELEN. :-\
Chima Simone (11:11:58 PM): THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT BESIDES DOING MY BEST AT THE FINAL COMP
Helen Kim (11:12:09 PM): But like
Helen Kim (11:12:11 PM): when you say that
Helen Kim (11:12:13 PM): you make it personal
Helen Kim (11:12:24 PM): when you say that Ivette can win either way but you still choose to evict me
Helen Kim (11:12:36 PM): that's saying to me that you'd rather Elissa make F3 than me
Chima Simone (11:12:48 PM): IT'S NOT PERSONAL.
Helen Kim (11:13:01 PM): Everything is personal though
Helen Kim (11:13:07 PM): I wear my heart on my sleeves in these games
Helen Kim (11:13:15 PM): so I'm sorry if I take things personally but
Helen Kim (11:13:25 PM): I did everything I could
Helen Kim (11:13:29 PM): to make you trust me
Helen Kim (11:13:38 PM): and everything I told you you ran and told Gina and Ivette
Helen Kim (11:13:42 PM): the entire game
Chima Simone (11:13:43 PM): WAIT, WHAT?
Helen Kim (11:13:47 PM): They told me
Chima Simone (11:13:50 PM): I BARELY THREW PEOPLE UNDER THE BUS, HELEN
Chima Simone (11:13:53 PM): WHAT DID I TELL THEM?
Helen Kim (11:14:00 PM): Ivette just told me
Chima Simone (11:14:03 PM): WHAT DID SHE SAY?
Helen Kim (11:14:05 PM): how I told you that you should take me
Helen Kim (11:14:10 PM): so we can get her out
Chima Simone (11:14:20 PM): THATS BECAUSE SHE WANTED ELISSA GONE,
Chima Simone (11:14:27 PM): AND I TOLD HER NO, LOOK IT'S BETTER FOR YOU
Chima Simone (11:14:35 PM): BUT BEFORE THAT I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT YOU
Helen Kim (11:14:44 PM): No but she specifically told me
Helen Kim (11:14:45 PM): hold on
Helen Kim (11:15:12 PM): Ivette Corredero 10:53 pm
well now chima is telling me that youre plotting with her to get me out at the final 3
so that hurts?
Helen Kim (11:15:18 PM): so like
Helen Kim (11:15:28 PM): it IS personal because you never wanted to trust me
Helen Kim (11:15:41 PM): Gina and Ivette came to me numerous times in the game telling me that I was planning on getting them out
Chima Simone (11:15:51 PM): I DIDN'T SAY THAT!!
Chima Simone (11:15:55 PM): I ALWAYS KEPT IT TO MYSELF
Chima Simone (11:16:17 PM): GINA ALWAYS SAID SHE WANTED YOU OUT, YOU SAID THE SAME ABOUT HER, THERE WAS NO POINT FOR ME TO SAY ANYTHING TO EITHER OF YOU ABOUT EACH OTHER
Helen Kim (11:16:22 PM): I'm not even making this shit up so please don't think it's me trying to save myself at last minute
Helen Kim (11:16:26 PM): because like
Chima Simone (11:16:29 PM): GINA WAS A LIAR, HELEN
Helen Kim (11:16:31 PM): That's why I take it personally
Helen Kim (11:16:36 PM): I know and I got her out
Chima Simone (11:16:38 PM): SOMEBODY ELSE TOLD HER
Chima Simone (11:16:40 PM): AND SHE SAID CHIMA SAID
Helen Kim (11:17:11 PM): Ivette said the same thing so I guess they conspired together
Chima Simone (11:17:31 PM): THEY WERE TOGETHER, YES.
Helen Kim (11:19:25 PM): alright
Helen Kim (11:19:31 PM): well I made my case to you
Helen Kim (11:19:58 PM): it's honestly the smartest decision for you, me and Ivette
Helen Kim (11:20:01 PM): to be in the final three
Helen Kim (11:20:13 PM): I told you about this before PoV results were even posted
Chima Simone (11:20:56 PM): I KNOW. YOU BOTH TOLD ME THE TRUTH. BUT I HAVE TO PICK BETWEEN TWO PEOPLE NOW :-(
Helen Kim (11:21:40 PM): just remember who was always there for you
Helen Kim (11:21:48 PM): even after you nominated me twice :-P
Chima Simone (11:21:56 PM): I KNOW.
Chima Simone (11:22:41 PM): BUT I HONESTLY FEEL SAFER BRINGING ELISSA TO THE NEXT STAGE.
Helen Kim (11:23:04 PM): So bet it.
Chima Simone (11:23:06 PM): AND I HAVE TO POST MY DECISION SOON :-\ I KNOW YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND NOW BECAUSE YOU'RE STILL IN AND YOU DON'T WANNA LOSE THIS. BUT I HAVE TO :-(
Helen Kim (11:23:06 PM): be it
Helen Kim (11:23:17 PM): I understand perfectly well
Helen Kim (11:23:23 PM): I know exactly what you're thinking
Helen Kim (11:23:32 PM): I just know all of your preconcieved notions
Helen Kim (11:23:39 PM): are 100% wrong right now
Chima Simone (11:23:47 PM): PRECONCIVED NOTIONS?
Helen Kim (11:24:03 PM): You think I'm the mastermind and Elissa's my goat
Helen Kim (11:24:07 PM): come F2 she'll reveal A LOT
Chima Simone (11:24:08 PM): NO -.-
Chima Simone (11:24:29 PM): I DONT THINK EITHER OF YOU ARE MORE OF A MASTERMIND THAN EACH OTHER
Helen Kim (11:24:36 PM): Well
Helen Kim (11:24:38 PM): when the game ends
Helen Kim (11:24:43 PM): and you read my DR
Helen Kim (11:24:48 PM): you'll regret this decision
Helen Kim (11:24:51 PM): but if there's no changing it
Helen Kim (11:24:54 PM): I did all I could do
Chima Simone (11:25:27 PM): WELL IT'S JUST A GAME SO IF I LOSE BECAUSE OF THIS I'LL LEARN FOR LATER GAMES BUT AT THIS MOMENT THATS WHAT IM DOING :-\
Helen Kim (11:25:43 PM): well then I wish you the best haha
Helen Kim (11:25:59 PM): and good luck, you're going to need it
Chima Simone (11:26:10 PM): I WOULD NEED IT AGAINST ALL YOU THREE, BUT THX.
Helen Kim (11:26:19 PM): that's so wrong though
Helen Kim (11:26:20 PM): eh whatever
Chima Simone (11:26:23 PM):
Helen Kim (10:35:53 PM): hey
Ivette Corredero (10:35:57 PM): hi
Helen Kim (10:35:59 PM): who's your target this week?
Ivette Corredero (10:36:04 PM): i dont have a target
Ivette Corredero (10:36:07 PM): i dont get to vote
Helen Kim (10:36:10 PM): I know
Helen Kim (10:36:12 PM): but like
Helen Kim (10:36:20 PM): obviously whoever you choose to use the POV on, if anyone
Helen Kim (10:36:23 PM): is going to be able to vote
Ivette Corredero (10:36:26 PM): let me get settled down
Helen Kim (10:36:29 PM): alright
Ivette Corredero (10:36:29 PM): i just put drops in my eye
Helen Kim (10:48:23 PM): You didn't even hear what I had to say
Ivette Corredero (10:48:36 PM): im sorry
Ivette Corredero (10:48:42 PM): i didnt win the veto without knowing what i was going to do with it
Ivette Corredero (10:48:50 PM): its not a personal decision
Helen Kim (10:48:52 PM): Yeah but still
Helen Kim (10:48:54 PM): I feel like
Helen Kim (10:49:04 PM): we've been together this ENTIRE game
Helen Kim (10:49:09 PM): I have been nothing but loyal to you
Ivette Corredero (10:49:09 PM): i agree
Ivette Corredero (10:49:10 PM): we are
Helen Kim (10:49:12 PM): and you didn't even bat an eye
Helen Kim (10:49:18 PM): that hurts
Ivette Corredero (10:49:20 PM): yeah, helen, but youre loyal to elissa as well
Helen Kim (10:49:20 PM): it really does
Helen Kim (10:49:26 PM): Talk to Chima
Helen Kim (10:49:29 PM): I said the same thing to Chima
Helen Kim (10:49:37 PM): Elissa would have been evicted
Helen Kim (10:49:44 PM): check my DR after the game
Ivette Corredero (10:49:49 PM): yeah, but elissa spent the whole week telling me she would backstab you
Ivette Corredero (10:49:52 PM): i didnt buy it
Helen Kim (10:49:52 PM): Elissa and I have played similar games
Ivette Corredero (10:49:57 PM): i told chima that i prefer elissa to go
Ivette Corredero (10:50:05 PM): as a condition of her getting to vote
Helen Kim (10:50:07 PM): thank you for that
Ivette Corredero (10:50:10 PM): seriously
Ivette Corredero (10:50:17 PM): i know it hurts to not be vetoed by your friend
Ivette Corredero (10:50:20 PM): im closer to you than chima
Ivette Corredero (10:50:22 PM): thats a fact
Ivette Corredero (10:50:52 PM): but i'd be a dumbass if i left a pre-game pair in the final 3 with me
Helen Kim (10:51:01 PM): I know what you mean
Ivette Corredero (10:51:09 PM): im really sorry if your game ends by my hand
Ivette Corredero (10:51:11 PM): but its the final 4
Helen Kim (10:51:15 PM): I understand
Ivette Corredero (10:51:18 PM): this is about as far as some people can go
Helen Kim (10:51:19 PM): I just wish you trusted me
Helen Kim (10:51:25 PM): I love Elissa to death
Helen Kim (10:51:30 PM): but you've been more loyal to me
Helen Kim (10:51:33 PM): this entire game
Ivette Corredero (10:51:38 PM): like, a large part of the reason why i wouldnt talk to you isnt because i wanted to hurt you
Helen Kim (10:51:40 PM): while she has been throwing me under the bus any chance she can
Ivette Corredero (10:51:41 PM): but because it hurt ME
Ivette Corredero (10:51:44 PM): yeah i know that
Ivette Corredero (10:53:01 PM): well now chima is telling me that youre plotting with her to get me out at the final 3
Ivette Corredero (10:53:06 PM): so that hurts?
Helen Kim (10:53:13 PM): I'm literally
Helen Kim (10:53:15 PM): saying anything I can
Ivette Corredero (10:53:15 PM): and it shows me that youre playing the victim
Helen Kim (10:53:17 PM): you know that
Ivette Corredero (10:53:22 PM): ok
Helen Kim (10:53:24 PM): You have to trust me
Helen Kim (10:53:28 PM): I want to stay so badly
Ivette Corredero (10:53:30 PM): but i WANT to go to the final 2 with you, but i know if it was you and elissa
Ivette Corredero (10:53:32 PM): id be f3
Ivette Corredero (10:53:36 PM): like i said in my ceremony
Ivette Corredero (10:53:38 PM): maybe im wrong
Ivette Corredero (10:53:44 PM): but how dumb would i be to open myself up to that possibility
Helen Kim (10:53:46 PM): What does Chima want to do?
Helen Kim (10:53:56 PM): Chima was the one who brought voting you out up to me in the first place
Helen Kim (10:54:14 PM): I didn't tell you because I can't afford a big blow up
Helen Kim (10:54:16 PM): you know?
Ivette Corredero (10:54:50 PM): yeah
Helen Kim (10:55:05 PM): I was never really going through with that
Helen Kim (10:55:11 PM): How could I POSSIBLY trust Chima?
Helen Kim (10:55:17 PM): she's slandered my name countless times in this game
Ivette Corredero (10:55:19 PM): yeah idk
Ivette Corredero (10:55:42 PM): the thing is i just made a decision based on logic. i dont want to just believe what im hearing and seeing
Ivette Corredero (10:55:49 PM): i want you to get past this round
Ivette Corredero (10:55:52 PM): i told chima i wanted you to
Helen Kim (10:56:09 PM): I know but she's more than likely going to evict me now
Helen Kim (10:56:14 PM): I told you that you could trust me
Helen Kim (10:56:34 PM): Elissa is the only person I could vote out from the game who would still vote for me in the end
Helen Kim (10:56:40 PM): I would have no trouble evicting her
Ivette Corredero (10:57:10 PM): youre making me feel bad :/
Ivette Corredero (10:57:13 PM): because like
Helen Kim (10:57:14 PM): I just wish
Helen Kim (10:57:16 PM): you talked to me
Ivette Corredero (10:57:17 PM): obviously i wish you success in the game
Helen Kim (10:57:19 PM): that's the only thing
Ivette Corredero (10:57:21 PM): yeah but helen
Ivette Corredero (10:57:27 PM): even though youve been loyal to me
Helen Kim (10:57:47 PM): When I said I put up Gina because I couldn't possibly put up Elissa
Helen Kim (10:57:49 PM): that was bullshit
Ivette Corredero (10:57:52 PM): yeah
Helen Kim (10:57:53 PM): I wanted Gina gone
Ivette Corredero (10:57:55 PM): i knew
Ivette Corredero (10:58:05 PM): and honestly...gina going might have helped my game even
Ivette Corredero (10:58:12 PM): i just couldnt see past it in that moment
Helen Kim (10:58:13 PM): It helped both of our games
Ivette Corredero (10:58:23 PM): i want you to survive
Ivette Corredero (10:58:35 PM): i just dont want you to feel backstabbed becauset his wasnt malicious
Ivette Corredero (10:58:47 PM): i just need to make the moves i think will help me win
Helen Kim (10:58:50 PM): Welllll
Ivette Corredero (10:58:53 PM): and i want elissa out
Helen Kim (10:58:54 PM): Chima just told me
Ivette Corredero (10:58:55 PM): way more than you
Helen Kim (10:58:57 PM): She's evicting me
Helen Kim (10:58:58 PM): so
Ivette Corredero (10:59:01 PM): what
Helen Kim (11:14:20 PM): I'm just
Helen Kim (11:14:21 PM): speechless
Ivette Corredero (11:15:38 PM): why
Helen Kim (11:15:54 PM): There's nothing I can do
Ivette Corredero (11:16:31 PM): same
Ivette Corredero (11:16:39 PM): i made my decision, but the power is out of my hands
Ivette Corredero (11:17:16 PM): did you really think youd beat me at the end
Ivette Corredero (11:17:24 PM): because you seem to be the only one left convinced of that
Ivette Corredero (11:17:31 PM): but i REALLY dont feel so sure of my chances...
Helen Kim (11:17:32 PM): what do you mean
Ivette Corredero (11:17:39 PM): like, if we were the final 2
Ivette Corredero (11:17:56 PM): i think elissa and chima both think i'm final 2 poison
Ivette Corredero (11:18:09 PM): i do think i played a good game (although i handled this veto situation like shit right now)
Ivette Corredero (11:18:15 PM): but i just dont think i have the votes...
Helen Kim (11:18:36 PM): idk you did play a great game
Helen Kim (11:18:38 PM): but like
Helen Kim (11:18:44 PM): I'm not convinced I'd beat you
Helen Kim (11:18:45 PM): not at all
Helen Kim (11:18:50 PM): maybe this is why I always lose
Helen Kim (11:18:53 PM): I hardly make finals anyway
Ivette Corredero (11:18:58 PM): i feel like with the final 4, it couldve gone either way
Helen Kim (11:19:01 PM): but I'd rather go with someone I like than someone who's easy to beat
Ivette Corredero (11:19:02 PM): with almost any combination
Ivette Corredero (11:19:10 PM): yeah but i DO like the final 4
Ivette Corredero (11:19:14 PM): i like you best
Ivette Corredero (11:19:30 PM): but i just felt like...no matter what you or elissa said
Ivette Corredero (11:19:33 PM): youd be a pair
Ivette Corredero (11:19:36 PM): so im sorry if thats not true
Ivette Corredero (11:19:49 PM): but i just wouldnt believe it until you started telling me AFTER
Helen Kim (11:20:28 PM): it was the honest to god truth
Ivette Corredero (11:20:37 PM): and im sorry
Ivette Corredero (11:20:42 PM): i just couldnt be convinced of that
Ivette Corredero (11:20:47 PM): i believe you now
Ivette Corredero (11:20:55 PM): but i dont think i couldve been convinced before the veto was played
Ivette Corredero (11:21:08 PM): heres a few things i know about you:
Ivette Corredero (11:21:12 PM): youre EXTREMELY loyal
Ivette Corredero (11:21:16 PM): but you play a damn good game
Helen Kim (11:22:05 PM): well
Helen Kim (11:22:08 PM): not EXTREMELY loyal
Helen Kim (11:22:11 PM): RIP Gina
Ivette Corredero (11:22:24 PM): and now i feel like a damn fool, because im starting to think youre the only person of yourself, chima and elissa that wouldve taken me to the end, no questions asked
Ivette Corredero (11:22:25 PM): well
Ivette Corredero (11:22:35 PM): yeah that moment, even though you had told me about it way ahead of time
Ivette Corredero (11:22:37 PM): started to make me wonder
Ivette Corredero (10:35:57 PM): hi
Helen Kim (10:35:59 PM): who's your target this week?
Ivette Corredero (10:36:04 PM): i dont have a target
Ivette Corredero (10:36:07 PM): i dont get to vote
Helen Kim (10:36:10 PM): I know
Helen Kim (10:36:12 PM): but like
Helen Kim (10:36:20 PM): obviously whoever you choose to use the POV on, if anyone
Helen Kim (10:36:23 PM): is going to be able to vote
Ivette Corredero (10:36:26 PM): let me get settled down
Helen Kim (10:36:29 PM): alright
Ivette Corredero (10:36:29 PM): i just put drops in my eye
Helen Kim (10:48:23 PM): You didn't even hear what I had to say
Ivette Corredero (10:48:36 PM): im sorry
Ivette Corredero (10:48:42 PM): i didnt win the veto without knowing what i was going to do with it
Ivette Corredero (10:48:50 PM): its not a personal decision
Helen Kim (10:48:52 PM): Yeah but still
Helen Kim (10:48:54 PM): I feel like
Helen Kim (10:49:04 PM): we've been together this ENTIRE game
Helen Kim (10:49:09 PM): I have been nothing but loyal to you
Ivette Corredero (10:49:09 PM): i agree
Ivette Corredero (10:49:10 PM): we are
Helen Kim (10:49:12 PM): and you didn't even bat an eye
Helen Kim (10:49:18 PM): that hurts
Ivette Corredero (10:49:20 PM): yeah, helen, but youre loyal to elissa as well
Helen Kim (10:49:20 PM): it really does
Helen Kim (10:49:26 PM): Talk to Chima
Helen Kim (10:49:29 PM): I said the same thing to Chima
Helen Kim (10:49:37 PM): Elissa would have been evicted
Helen Kim (10:49:44 PM): check my DR after the game
Ivette Corredero (10:49:49 PM): yeah, but elissa spent the whole week telling me she would backstab you
Ivette Corredero (10:49:52 PM): i didnt buy it
Helen Kim (10:49:52 PM): Elissa and I have played similar games
Ivette Corredero (10:49:57 PM): i told chima that i prefer elissa to go
Ivette Corredero (10:50:05 PM): as a condition of her getting to vote
Helen Kim (10:50:07 PM): thank you for that
Ivette Corredero (10:50:10 PM): seriously
Ivette Corredero (10:50:17 PM): i know it hurts to not be vetoed by your friend
Ivette Corredero (10:50:20 PM): im closer to you than chima
Ivette Corredero (10:50:22 PM): thats a fact
Ivette Corredero (10:50:52 PM): but i'd be a dumbass if i left a pre-game pair in the final 3 with me
Helen Kim (10:51:01 PM): I know what you mean
Ivette Corredero (10:51:09 PM): im really sorry if your game ends by my hand
Ivette Corredero (10:51:11 PM): but its the final 4
Helen Kim (10:51:15 PM): I understand
Ivette Corredero (10:51:18 PM): this is about as far as some people can go
Helen Kim (10:51:19 PM): I just wish you trusted me
Helen Kim (10:51:25 PM): I love Elissa to death
Helen Kim (10:51:30 PM): but you've been more loyal to me
Helen Kim (10:51:33 PM): this entire game
Ivette Corredero (10:51:38 PM): like, a large part of the reason why i wouldnt talk to you isnt because i wanted to hurt you
Helen Kim (10:51:40 PM): while she has been throwing me under the bus any chance she can
Ivette Corredero (10:51:41 PM): but because it hurt ME
Ivette Corredero (10:51:44 PM): yeah i know that
Ivette Corredero (10:53:01 PM): well now chima is telling me that youre plotting with her to get me out at the final 3
Ivette Corredero (10:53:06 PM): so that hurts?
Helen Kim (10:53:13 PM): I'm literally
Helen Kim (10:53:15 PM): saying anything I can
Ivette Corredero (10:53:15 PM): and it shows me that youre playing the victim
Helen Kim (10:53:17 PM): you know that
Ivette Corredero (10:53:22 PM): ok
Helen Kim (10:53:24 PM): You have to trust me
Helen Kim (10:53:28 PM): I want to stay so badly
Ivette Corredero (10:53:30 PM): but i WANT to go to the final 2 with you, but i know if it was you and elissa
Ivette Corredero (10:53:32 PM): id be f3
Ivette Corredero (10:53:36 PM): like i said in my ceremony
Ivette Corredero (10:53:38 PM): maybe im wrong
Ivette Corredero (10:53:44 PM): but how dumb would i be to open myself up to that possibility
Helen Kim (10:53:46 PM): What does Chima want to do?
Helen Kim (10:53:56 PM): Chima was the one who brought voting you out up to me in the first place
Helen Kim (10:54:14 PM): I didn't tell you because I can't afford a big blow up
Helen Kim (10:54:16 PM): you know?
Ivette Corredero (10:54:50 PM): yeah
Helen Kim (10:55:05 PM): I was never really going through with that
Helen Kim (10:55:11 PM): How could I POSSIBLY trust Chima?
Helen Kim (10:55:17 PM): she's slandered my name countless times in this game
Ivette Corredero (10:55:19 PM): yeah idk
Ivette Corredero (10:55:42 PM): the thing is i just made a decision based on logic. i dont want to just believe what im hearing and seeing
Ivette Corredero (10:55:49 PM): i want you to get past this round
Ivette Corredero (10:55:52 PM): i told chima i wanted you to
Helen Kim (10:56:09 PM): I know but she's more than likely going to evict me now
Helen Kim (10:56:14 PM): I told you that you could trust me
Helen Kim (10:56:34 PM): Elissa is the only person I could vote out from the game who would still vote for me in the end
Helen Kim (10:56:40 PM): I would have no trouble evicting her
Ivette Corredero (10:57:10 PM): youre making me feel bad :/
Ivette Corredero (10:57:13 PM): because like
Helen Kim (10:57:14 PM): I just wish
Helen Kim (10:57:16 PM): you talked to me
Ivette Corredero (10:57:17 PM): obviously i wish you success in the game
Helen Kim (10:57:19 PM): that's the only thing
Ivette Corredero (10:57:21 PM): yeah but helen
Ivette Corredero (10:57:27 PM): even though youve been loyal to me
Helen Kim (10:57:47 PM): When I said I put up Gina because I couldn't possibly put up Elissa
Helen Kim (10:57:49 PM): that was bullshit
Ivette Corredero (10:57:52 PM): yeah
Helen Kim (10:57:53 PM): I wanted Gina gone
Ivette Corredero (10:57:55 PM): i knew
Ivette Corredero (10:58:05 PM): and honestly...gina going might have helped my game even
Ivette Corredero (10:58:12 PM): i just couldnt see past it in that moment
Helen Kim (10:58:13 PM): It helped both of our games
Ivette Corredero (10:58:23 PM): i want you to survive
Ivette Corredero (10:58:35 PM): i just dont want you to feel backstabbed becauset his wasnt malicious
Ivette Corredero (10:58:47 PM): i just need to make the moves i think will help me win
Helen Kim (10:58:50 PM): Welllll
Ivette Corredero (10:58:53 PM): and i want elissa out
Helen Kim (10:58:54 PM): Chima just told me
Ivette Corredero (10:58:55 PM): way more than you
Helen Kim (10:58:57 PM): She's evicting me
Helen Kim (10:58:58 PM): so
Ivette Corredero (10:59:01 PM): what
Helen Kim (11:14:20 PM): I'm just
Helen Kim (11:14:21 PM): speechless
Ivette Corredero (11:15:38 PM): why
Helen Kim (11:15:54 PM): There's nothing I can do
Ivette Corredero (11:16:31 PM): same
Ivette Corredero (11:16:39 PM): i made my decision, but the power is out of my hands
Ivette Corredero (11:17:16 PM): did you really think youd beat me at the end
Ivette Corredero (11:17:24 PM): because you seem to be the only one left convinced of that
Ivette Corredero (11:17:31 PM): but i REALLY dont feel so sure of my chances...
Helen Kim (11:17:32 PM): what do you mean
Ivette Corredero (11:17:39 PM): like, if we were the final 2
Ivette Corredero (11:17:56 PM): i think elissa and chima both think i'm final 2 poison
Ivette Corredero (11:18:09 PM): i do think i played a good game (although i handled this veto situation like shit right now)
Ivette Corredero (11:18:15 PM): but i just dont think i have the votes...
Helen Kim (11:18:36 PM): idk you did play a great game
Helen Kim (11:18:38 PM): but like
Helen Kim (11:18:44 PM): I'm not convinced I'd beat you
Helen Kim (11:18:45 PM): not at all
Helen Kim (11:18:50 PM): maybe this is why I always lose
Helen Kim (11:18:53 PM): I hardly make finals anyway
Ivette Corredero (11:18:58 PM): i feel like with the final 4, it couldve gone either way
Helen Kim (11:19:01 PM): but I'd rather go with someone I like than someone who's easy to beat
Ivette Corredero (11:19:02 PM): with almost any combination
Ivette Corredero (11:19:10 PM): yeah but i DO like the final 4
Ivette Corredero (11:19:14 PM): i like you best
Ivette Corredero (11:19:30 PM): but i just felt like...no matter what you or elissa said
Ivette Corredero (11:19:33 PM): youd be a pair
Ivette Corredero (11:19:36 PM): so im sorry if thats not true
Ivette Corredero (11:19:49 PM): but i just wouldnt believe it until you started telling me AFTER
Helen Kim (11:20:28 PM): it was the honest to god truth
Ivette Corredero (11:20:37 PM): and im sorry
Ivette Corredero (11:20:42 PM): i just couldnt be convinced of that
Ivette Corredero (11:20:47 PM): i believe you now
Ivette Corredero (11:20:55 PM): but i dont think i couldve been convinced before the veto was played
Ivette Corredero (11:21:08 PM): heres a few things i know about you:
Ivette Corredero (11:21:12 PM): youre EXTREMELY loyal
Ivette Corredero (11:21:16 PM): but you play a damn good game
Helen Kim (11:22:05 PM): well
Helen Kim (11:22:08 PM): not EXTREMELY loyal
Helen Kim (11:22:11 PM): RIP Gina
Ivette Corredero (11:22:24 PM): and now i feel like a damn fool, because im starting to think youre the only person of yourself, chima and elissa that wouldve taken me to the end, no questions asked
Ivette Corredero (11:22:25 PM): well
Ivette Corredero (11:22:35 PM): yeah that moment, even though you had told me about it way ahead of time
Ivette Corredero (11:22:37 PM): started to make me wonder
Helen Kim (9:51:35 PM): you do want to go to F3 with me right?
Elissa Slater (9:51:41 PM): Of course!
Helen Kim (9:51:45 PM): okay
Elissa Slater (9:51:57 PM): I'm going to cry if this POV isn't trivia
Elissa Slater (9:52:48 PM): wow, i can't believe I'm gonna leave with either 1 vote against or 0
Helen Kim (9:58:14 PM): o boy Cris
Helen Kim (10:28:17 PM): dear lawd
Helen Kim (10:28:39 PM): I sent before Chima
Helen Kim (10:28:43 PM): I think I got it right
Elissa Slater (10:28:46 PM): ok
Helen Kim (10:29:54 PM): I fucked up
Elissa Slater (10:30:03 PM): how
Helen Kim (10:31:37 PM): did yuou really
Elissa Slater (10:31:42 PM): no
Helen Kim (10:31:44 PM): :-(
Elissa Slater (10:34:58 PM): ok we need to talk to ivette
Elissa Slater (10:39:10 PM):
Elissa Slater (10:39:12 PM): this sucks
Helen Kim (10:39:20 PM): I would have won
Helen Kim (10:39:23 PM): if I didn't mess up
Elissa Slater (10:39:36 PM): nah ivette sent before you did
Helen Kim (10:39:41 PM): no
Elissa Slater (10:39:42 PM): chima sent right after you did
Helen Kim (10:39:43 PM): Ryan told me
Helen Kim (10:39:45 PM): I would have won
Elissa Slater (10:39:47 PM): o
Elissa Slater (10:40:27 PM): do you think we'll come off
Helen Kim (10:40:33 PM): I hope so
Helen Kim (10:40:37 PM): I'll see what I can do
Elissa Slater (10:41:43 PM): i love you either way.
Helen Kim (10:41:48 PM): same
Helen Kim (10:41:51 PM): no matter what happens
Elissa Slater (10:41:51 PM): If I leave I will make sure you win
Elissa Slater (10:47:37 PM): "You've both spent a week trying to convince me you'd backstab each other if you were the voter this week, but I didn't believe it."
Helen Kim (10:47:45 PM): I said no such thing
Helen Kim (10:47:48 PM): she told me that you said
Helen Kim (10:47:50 PM): you would to me
Elissa Slater (10:47:56 PM): I mean I told you what I was saying
Elissa Slater (10:48:15 PM): I told you the night we went up i was trying to convince her so one of us would come off
Elissa Slater (10:52:23 PM): Good luck.
Helen Kim (10:52:26 PM): you too
Elissa Slater (10:54:08 PM): I'm so nervous.
Elissa Slater (11:01:00 PM): what have you heard
Helen Kim (11:02:31 PM): idk
Helen Kim (11:02:32 PM): still
Helen Kim (11:02:33 PM): talking
Helen Kim (11:02:37 PM): campaigning
Elissa Slater (11:02:42 PM): what has chima told you
Helen Kim (11:02:48 PM): she was most likely evicting me
Elissa Slater (11:02:55 PM): o
Elissa Slater (11:04:33 PM): do you think you can convince her
Helen Kim (11:05:53 PM): I'm literally crying right now
Helen Kim (11:05:54 PM): Like
Helen Kim (11:05:57 PM): legitimately
Helen Kim (11:06:00 PM): I'm definitely going
Helen Kim (11:06:55 PM): I don't want to leave like this
Elissa Slater (11:07:07 PM): I know. I know hon.
Elissa Slater (11:07:14 PM): One of us has to leave though.
Elissa Slater (11:07:21 PM): I'm so sorry.
Helen Kim (11:07:33 PM): I just
Helen Kim (11:07:36 PM): I would be safe
Helen Kim (11:07:52 PM): if I won the PoV
Elissa Slater (11:08:27 PM): We all would.
Elissa Slater (11:16:17 PM): Oh, you've never made final three?
Elissa Slater (11:16:33 PM): You're trying to survive by LYING?
Helen Kim (11:16:54 PM): I said no in Big brother
Elissa Slater (11:17:07 PM): and neither have I.
Helen Kim (11:17:19 PM): I'm not throwing you under the bus at all
Elissa Slater (11:23:15 PM): this sucks
Elissa Slater (9:51:41 PM): Of course!
Helen Kim (9:51:45 PM): okay
Elissa Slater (9:51:57 PM): I'm going to cry if this POV isn't trivia
Elissa Slater (9:52:48 PM): wow, i can't believe I'm gonna leave with either 1 vote against or 0
Helen Kim (9:58:14 PM): o boy Cris
Helen Kim (10:28:17 PM): dear lawd
Helen Kim (10:28:39 PM): I sent before Chima
Helen Kim (10:28:43 PM): I think I got it right
Elissa Slater (10:28:46 PM): ok
Helen Kim (10:29:54 PM): I fucked up
Elissa Slater (10:30:03 PM): how
Helen Kim (10:31:37 PM): did yuou really
Elissa Slater (10:31:42 PM): no
Helen Kim (10:31:44 PM): :-(
Elissa Slater (10:34:58 PM): ok we need to talk to ivette
Elissa Slater (10:39:10 PM):
Elissa Slater (10:39:12 PM): this sucks
Helen Kim (10:39:20 PM): I would have won
Helen Kim (10:39:23 PM): if I didn't mess up
Elissa Slater (10:39:36 PM): nah ivette sent before you did
Helen Kim (10:39:41 PM): no
Elissa Slater (10:39:42 PM): chima sent right after you did
Helen Kim (10:39:43 PM): Ryan told me
Helen Kim (10:39:45 PM): I would have won
Elissa Slater (10:39:47 PM): o
Elissa Slater (10:40:27 PM): do you think we'll come off
Helen Kim (10:40:33 PM): I hope so
Helen Kim (10:40:37 PM): I'll see what I can do
Elissa Slater (10:41:43 PM): i love you either way.
Helen Kim (10:41:48 PM): same
Helen Kim (10:41:51 PM): no matter what happens
Elissa Slater (10:41:51 PM): If I leave I will make sure you win
Elissa Slater (10:47:37 PM): "You've both spent a week trying to convince me you'd backstab each other if you were the voter this week, but I didn't believe it."
Helen Kim (10:47:45 PM): I said no such thing
Helen Kim (10:47:48 PM): she told me that you said
Helen Kim (10:47:50 PM): you would to me
Elissa Slater (10:47:56 PM): I mean I told you what I was saying
Elissa Slater (10:48:15 PM): I told you the night we went up i was trying to convince her so one of us would come off
Elissa Slater (10:52:23 PM): Good luck.
Helen Kim (10:52:26 PM): you too
Elissa Slater (10:54:08 PM): I'm so nervous.
Elissa Slater (11:01:00 PM): what have you heard
Helen Kim (11:02:31 PM): idk
Helen Kim (11:02:32 PM): still
Helen Kim (11:02:33 PM): talking
Helen Kim (11:02:37 PM): campaigning
Elissa Slater (11:02:42 PM): what has chima told you
Helen Kim (11:02:48 PM): she was most likely evicting me
Elissa Slater (11:02:55 PM): o
Elissa Slater (11:04:33 PM): do you think you can convince her
Helen Kim (11:05:53 PM): I'm literally crying right now
Helen Kim (11:05:54 PM): Like
Helen Kim (11:05:57 PM): legitimately
Helen Kim (11:06:00 PM): I'm definitely going
Helen Kim (11:06:55 PM): I don't want to leave like this
Elissa Slater (11:07:07 PM): I know. I know hon.
Elissa Slater (11:07:14 PM): One of us has to leave though.
Elissa Slater (11:07:21 PM): I'm so sorry.
Helen Kim (11:07:33 PM): I just
Helen Kim (11:07:36 PM): I would be safe
Helen Kim (11:07:52 PM): if I won the PoV
Elissa Slater (11:08:27 PM): We all would.
Elissa Slater (11:16:17 PM): Oh, you've never made final three?
Elissa Slater (11:16:33 PM): You're trying to survive by LYING?
Helen Kim (11:16:54 PM): I said no in Big brother
Elissa Slater (11:17:07 PM): and neither have I.
Helen Kim (11:17:19 PM): I'm not throwing you under the bus at all
Elissa Slater (11:23:15 PM): this sucks
