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Post by elissa on Aug 13, 2013 18:46:54 GMT -4
I'm getting evicted tonight for sure. I tried so hard at the HoH and lost. I knew that with Chima winning HoH I would be nominated and voted out. It really fucking sucks to go out this way but it's happening. I'm hearing I'm supposedly staying but I think that's bullshit. I don't trust anyone here enough to know they'll keep me. Maybe Helen and Ivette but that's it. Chima will supposedly keep me but I doubt it. I don't wanna leave. I can't believe I'm being evicted so early. It fucking sucks. I want to get 6th place at least. Not 7th! God damn. Where's the Diamond POV when you need it? Damn it!
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Post by Ryan Buckingham on Aug 15, 2013 16:09:58 GMT -4
Elissa, please go to the Diary Room.
CuzCarynSucks . So when I announced it was a fast forward night, you weren't surprised as you had guessed that it would be one. But what was going through your head knowing that there was a chance you could be out of the game within an hour? 3:35 PMElissa (BBCharm) Oh my god! Seeing it was a fast forward eviction was the scariest news ever. I saw it coming but it was super frightening to think that I could have been the one leaving after just escaping the block. I knew I would have to fight super hard to win the HoH and everything else. 3:35 PMElissa (BBCharm) Clearly, that didn't happen. 3:36 PMCuzCarynSucks . You were first eliminated from the HoH competition. Who were you hoping would win HoH at that point? And who were you scared of winning? 3:37 PMElissa (BBCharm) I was trying to win solely so Eric wouldn't win. After he was eliminated I really didn't care who won HoH. I knew my girls alliance wouldn't take me out so I was clearly safe against them. Within my alliance I was pulling for Helen because I knew I could convince her to put up Gina. 3:38 PMCuzCarynSucks . So when Helen won HoH, what discussions did you have with her in the couple minutes before her noms? Who did you want her to put up, and what was your strategy for the night? 3:40 PMElissa (BBCharm) I let her know that we could easily have backdoored Gina but it was probably safer for her game to nominate Chimeric first so if Gina won POV she wouldn't know about the plan and risk her getting taken off the block. I was trying to get in her ear and convince her that it was the night to take Gina out. The opportunity would probably not arise again. The girl's a compeition queen and a social threat. Other than that I really didn't care because I knew I was completely safe. 3:41 PMElissa (BBCharm) the plan was to get one of the noms taken off and backdoor her. 3:41 PMCuzCarynSucks . Was Helen totally on board with that plan at first? Or did it take some convincing on your end? 3:43 PMElissa (BBCharm) She was completely down for it but definitely felt awful about it like I did. I played up the fact I was apprehensive after Gina was on the place. I really tried to make Helen feel like I needed her in my game so she felt safer with me because she knew I wouldn't turn on her. 3:43 PMElissa (BBCharm) Gina was on the block* 3:44 PMCuzCarynSucks . When it came to the POV, it was very close betwen you and Chima. Were you somewhat relieved Chima won instead of you so you didnt have to executed the backdoor yourself, or did you want that win? 3:48 PMElissa (BBCharm) I definitely was relieved to see that Chima won it over me. I wanted the POV but I was worried one of the others would keep the noms the same so I was definitely hoping Chima would pull her weight in the challenge if I didn't win. Thank God she did and took herself of the block! It would have been awful for my game if I had to take off Chima. Ivette and I hadn't even spoken about the plan. Imagine how pissed she would be to see me take off Chima and immediately have Gina put on the block. It would be the ultimate betrayal. 3:49 PMCuzCarynSucks . Once Gina went on the block, it must have been an awkward few minutes before her eviction. What went on during that time? Did you tell Gina she would be leaving? 3:51 PMElissa (BBCharm) Originally I planned to just soothe Gina and make her feel safe but I respected her too much to evict her and let her have no idea she was leaving. As her friend, I had to talk to her and let her know I was voting to evict her and explain why. I just couldn't keep her knowing she was a huge threat and could easily have won the game. It didn't make sense for my game to keep her any longer. 3:51 PMCuzCarynSucks . How did she react when you told her the news? 3:53 PMElissa (BBCharm) She was sort of stunned really. She kind of just stopped talking to me once I made it clear I wasn't voting to keep her. It was like I no longer mattered anymore and it made me feel awful. I didn't want to betray her but this is a game and I'm playing to win.
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