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Post by elissa on Jul 17, 2013 21:50:31 GMT -4
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Post by elissa on Jul 21, 2013 6:17:46 GMT -4
This week has been super stressful for me. I can't handle it at this point. I've been bullied... Harrassed. Humiliated. Why am I even playing at this point? This isn't fun. It doesn't feel like a game. These people are total fucking dicks and I just do not want to be here with them. If I didn't have as much self-respect and respect for the hosts, I would quit. But that's not how I was raised and I'm not gonna fucking quit over a bunch of immature fucks who can't find the distinction between character and personal attacks. I'm not the nicest fucking person but I'm not going to attack someone for who they actually are. I'll be rude and bitchy but that's character and the stress of the game. The way these people talk to me feels like personal attacks and I don't think I want to deal with it anymore.
I was nearly nominated and I lost my partner. I'm being blamed by everyone for getting Helen evicted. Well, maybe if they weren't voting to evict her she wouldn't be getting fucking evicted, now would she? Smarten up, houseguests. I'm done with these people. Why am I even here? God... I don't know right now. Do I want to be a hypocrite and DOR or do I just deal with the constant bullying and attacks? This isn't fun or fair and I'm sick and tired. I just... Fuck.
I need to win that HoH or I'm fucking toast.
Fuck it. I vote to evict Nick.
Nick, I. Fuck. Just fuck you.
Helen, I guess bye. I'll see you soon.
At this point, I've just given up. Like how do I move past this and regain morale?
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