Episode One

[Helen Kim]

Oh. My. God. I cannot believe I was selected to partake in such a fantastic experience as Big Brother! And to top it all off, I get to make this incredible journey with my best friend, Elissa Slater. I met her at a Cauc-Asian Expecting Momma Mixer when she was up in Chicago one day, and we clicked instantly! If I need someone to talk to or to give advice, Elissa is my girl. She makes the whole being away from my family thing A LOT easier...though...I really really really miss my husband and my two little boys.

*sobs for close to ten minutes*

and this one time, when they were just learning how to walk my husband and I- oh, I have to hurry up? I'm sorry, I just get worked up sometimes...anyway.

Entering the Big Brother house absolutely took my breath away from me. The lavish modern living room, the extravagant and beautiful kitchen, all the cute little bedrooms! It was all so perfect. My bedroom picking strategy was to pick the biggest room available. That way, if the house chooses to split by bedroom lines, I'll have the upper hand. I'm really pleased with the Casino room, and actually really like everyone there so it's a total win for Helen Kim!

When I saw Gary, he looked strangely familiar...I know that I know him from casting, though he's persistent we never met before. The guy I knew from casting was a great friend of mine, so it's a little weird that Gary is trying to throw me off when I know it's obviously him. I mean, he's the only person alive that carries that much glitter around with them. I called him out on me knowing him but he kind of ignored me...so I guess I'll find out soon enough.

Elissa and I have been really trying to crank up our social game. So far, I really like Gina, Nick, and Dr. Will. Gary hasn't been responding to me since I called him out, Layla has been pretty nice but overall pretty bland, and Ivette had to leave just shortly after I messaged her. Oh well, I'm already used to being ignored in this house. From Peter originally not acknowledging the fact that I checked in, to Gary checking in to the bedroom shortly after I did and not adding my name to the list...I feel a true calling to my Asian culture by being quite the stealthy ninja. My great great great grandfather would definitely be proud, and I hope to use the flying under the radar strategy to make it far in this BB journey.

I'm going to go back to socializing and exploring the house, so I'll talk to you next time Big Brother!

[Helen Kim]

Chima is certainly a character....yeah.

But honestly, she seems super sweet and I'd love to get to know her better. She likes to YELL A LOT, I can only compare her to Joe from Big Brother 14....but I think she has a genuine heart. I hope people won't target her just because of her confidence and loudness, but I suppose whatever takes the heat off of Elissa and I is a blessing.

[Helen Kim]

Will needs to stop.

He needs to put on some clothes and stop making me question my loyalty to my husband He is just so attractive, I could literally just salivate on his body...

Oh God.

I just said that in the diary room.

This is going to get aired.

I'M SORRY.

[Helen Kim]

Helen Kim (10:25:20 PM): so have you met your partner yet?
Layla Subritzky (10:25:38 PM): nooo, i still dont know who my partner is yet
Helen Kim (10:26:21 PM): I think his AIM is ryantedder1r
Layla Subritzky (10:26:49 PM): oh
Layla Subritzky (10:27:02 PM): he messaged me a little bit ago but i was afk
Helen Kim (10:27:10 PM): ah yeah
Layla Subritzky (10:27:34 PM): oops
Helen Kim (10:27:51 PM): It's interesting to see how a duo that has met before will do compared to a duo that are BFFs, I think it's like half and half so it should be really interesting to watch
Layla Subritzky (10:28:42 PM): yeah, hopefully it works out
Helen Kim (10:29:22 PM): did you see the announcement?
Helen Kim (10:29:32 PM): one whole duo is going to be evicted this week :-(
Layla Subritzky (10:30:22 PM): yeahh, thats definitely going to suck for the two people that get knocked out
Layla Subritzky (10:30:28 PM): they wont even really get a chance
Helen Kim (10:31:12 PM): this first HoH is crucial
Layla Subritzky (10:31:20 PM): yeah, for sure
Helen Kim (10:31:29 PM): I would hate to be a have not
Helen Kim (10:31:41 PM): and not be able to compete in HoH
Layla Subritzky (10:34:07 PM): yeahh me too
Helen Kim (10:34:52 PM): I hear you get a really blinding skin
Layla Subritzky (10:35:19 PM): oh really?
Layla Subritzky (10:35:43 PM): i dont think that would bother me
Layla Subritzky (10:35:51 PM): just not being able to play would suck
Helen Kim (10:36:52 PM): that's true

Part of my conversation with Layla...she's either just not interested or really boring in general. I'm going to go for the latter, because I believe I have A+ social skills.

Helen Kim (12:33:59 AM): hiiii
Gary Levy (12:34:20 AM): Omg!!
Gary Levy (12:34:28 AM): We are gonna be those night owls of the house :-))
Gary Levy (12:34:36 AM): Everyones snoozing but we partyhardy!
Helen Kim (12:34:42 AM): oh absolutely
Gary Levy (12:34:58 AM): Omg I have so many things planned for this house!
Gary Levy (12:35:03 AM): Fashion shows weekly
Gary Levy (12:35:07 AM): For the boyss
Gary Levy (12:35:14 AM): Glitter showers
Gary Levy (12:35:16 AM): Dance parties
Gary Levy (12:35:19 AM): Omg I have it ALLL planned out
Helen Kim (12:35:23 AM): I already won the beauty pageant
Gary Levy (12:35:32 AM): Omg did I miss it??
Gary Levy (12:35:37 AM): I mustve been in the shower then
Gary Levy (12:35:40 AM): I Looooooove staying clean
Helen Kim (12:36:44 AM): hygiene is important!
Helen Kim (12:36:51 AM): brb, restarting AIM
Gary Levy (12:37:10 AM): Omg whats AIM??
Gary Levy (12:37:11 AM): Girly that must be some like female thing
Helen Kim (12:37:17 AM): Back!
Helen Kim (12:37:19 AM): sorry
Gary Levy (12:37:22 AM): So fast!!
Gary Levy (12:37:30 AM): I dont even know what you did girl but it was fast
Gary Levy (12:37:34 AM): Challenge beast!! Hahahahaaa
Helen Kim (12:37:38 AM): I hope so
Helen Kim (12:37:43 AM): I do NOT want to be a have not
Gary Levy (12:37:46 AM): Omg
Gary Levy (12:37:49 AM): I can NOT be a have not
Helen Kim (12:37:49 AM): that room is hideous
Gary Levy (12:38:01 AM): My body time does NOT fit slop
Gary Levy (12:38:03 AM): I will FALL
Gary Levy (12:38:05 AM): APART!!
Helen Kim (12:38:22 AM): I'm an Asian, putting me on slop is practically racist
Gary Levy (12:38:29 AM): Yess!!
Gary Levy (12:38:34 AM): Do they not know what your people go through?!!!
Helen Kim (12:38:44 AM): I need my rice!
Helen Kim (12:39:05 AM): we're gonna have so much fun in our bedroom!
Gary Levy (12:39:47 AM): Omg I KNOW!
Gary Levy (12:39:49 AM): Casino Girls
Helen Kim (12:40:14 AM): The Queens of Hearts <3
Gary Levy (12:40:21 AM): Omg!!
Gary Levy (12:40:27 AM): That is like the BEST name ever
Helen Kim (12:40:47 AM): I haven't talked to Layla and Ivette much :-(
Gary Levy (12:42:43 AM): Omg I have talked to Layla
Gary Levy (12:42:49 AM): Not Ivette though!!!
Gary Levy (12:42:57 AM): Gina said she loooved to talk though
Helen Kim (12:43:07 AM): I messaged Ivette right when she had to leave
Gary Levy (12:44:19 AM): Way to go HELEN!!
Helen Kim (12:44:32 AM): I'm always forgotten
Gary Levy (12:44:32 AM): You cant just talk to people when they're about to like do something importante!
Helen Kim (12:44:44 AM): People ignored my check-in post
Gary Levy (12:44:44 AM): Duuh
Gary Levy (12:44:50 AM): Omg I FIXED THAT for you
Helen Kim (12:44:52 AM): until you fixed it <3
Helen Kim (12:44:55 AM): <3
Gary Levy (12:45:03 AM): Gurl I got your back!!!
Helen Kim (12:45:05 AM): and then you ALMOST forgot me in The Casino Room :-(
Gary Levy (12:45:13 AM): Omg NO!
Gary Levy (12:45:20 AM): We both threw our bags at the same time
Helen Kim (12:45:32 AM): I was just slightly faster
Gary Levy (12:45:36 AM): My heels were higher though so I wasnt as fast as normal
Helen Kim (12:45:37 AM): bc I'm an Asian and we're all ninjas
Gary Levy (12:45:40 AM): Wait until those HOH comps!!
Helen Kim (12:45:48 AM): I'm excited for the first HoH
Gary Levy (12:45:51 AM): I will be gunning it like vodka and lightning
Helen Kim (12:45:53 AM): It's always a Big Brother mini
Gary Levy (12:46:01 AM): Yeah dont even say what Im about to say
Gary Levy (12:46:07 AM): That will PISS ME OFF IN THIS HOUSE
Gary Levy (12:46:12 AM): DO NOT SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT OKAY HELEN?
Gary Levy (12:46:17 AM): LIKE I AM NOT YOUR DAMN CHILD
Helen Kim (12:46:17 AM): wait
Helen Kim (12:46:18 AM): what
Gary Levy (12:46:33 AM): DONT FUCKING SIT THERE AND ACT LIKE YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IM SAYING
Gary Levy (12:46:35 AM): YOU FUCKING KNOW
Gary Levy (12:46:38 AM): DONT SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT
Gary Levy (12:46:40 AM): DONT SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT
Helen Kim (12:46:41 AM): I don't know! :-(
Gary Levy (12:46:43 AM): DONT SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT
Helen Kim (12:46:45 AM): please stop :-(
Helen Kim (12:46:50 AM): I miss my family
Gary Levy (12:46:51 AM): -storms off into bedroom-
Helen Kim (12:46:58 AM): ...We're in the bedroom
Helen Kim (12:47:01 AM): this is my room too
Gary Levy (12:47:06 AM): The OTHER bedroom
Helen Kim (12:47:14 AM): ewww
Helen Kim (12:47:16 AM): the metal room?
Helen Kim (12:47:19 AM): or the gross shoe room?
Helen Kim (12:48:03 AM): I wish Chima would talk to me
Helen Kim (12:48:05 AM): she's my favorite
Gary Levy (12:49:08 AM): The LIVING room
Gary Levy (12:49:15 AM): That has a bed in it too DUH
Gary Levy (12:49:23 AM): Ugh just like GIVE ME A SECOND OKAY HELEN?
Helen Kim (12:49:24 AM): Houseguests are not permitted to sleep outside of the bedroom
Gary Levy (12:49:26 AM): DONT SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT
Helen Kim (12:49:28 AM): read the FUCKING RULEBOOK
Gary Levy (12:49:34 AM): DONT SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT
Gary Levy (12:49:37 AM): DONT SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT
Gary Levy (12:49:43 AM): I AM NOT YOUR CHILD
Helen Kim (12:49:44 AM): I'm sorry
Helen Kim (12:49:48 AM): I will make you some ice cream?
Helen Kim (12:49:57 AM): or some rice?
Helen Kim (12:50:00 AM): or some rice cream?
Gary Levy (12:50:04 AM): Cream Rice
Gary Levy (12:50:08 AM): Pleaseee
Helen Kim (12:51:10 AM): media.tumblr.com/48723bdf487012edcee3b7108f43d148/tumblr_inline_mphyfm8mcn1qz4rgp.jpg
Gary Levy (12:51:24 AM): STOP YOUR TEARS
Gary Levy (12:51:29 AM): Gimme a hug girl :-(
Gary Levy (12:51:36 AM): Girls fight and we make up
Gary Levy (12:51:40 AM): We're sisters okay???
Helen Kim (12:51:49 AM): 24.media.tumblr.com/62099ba2c77d3a67c5c62e15cad2fb81/tumblr_mpg7emaQUd1syzglso1_500.png
Gary Levy (12:52:09 AM): Omg you will be using those like SO MUCH in your DR
Gary Levy (12:52:09 AM): Hahaa
Gary Levy (12:52:23 AM): (Sorry that I'm being obnoxious, I pledged to be entertaining and a character)
Helen Kim (12:52:31 AM): 24.media.tumblr.com/92869c84afcd36744525bef7c63786e6/tumblr_mpfkruy7TS1qjxi0go1_500.gif
Helen Kim (12:52:37 AM): (shhh production will hear you)
Gary Levy (12:52:51 AM): Omg I LOOOVE you fierce tiger
Helen Kim (12:52:55 AM): 25.media.tumblr.com/8d029bb582738b5f126d4a31eaa43bc1/tumblr_mpeem4LMw51rxcygdo1_400.png
Helen Kim (12:53:13 AM): 24.media.tumblr.com/1e9a63bed7ab5133687a8b0b800f5619/tumblr_mpea2bQn9Q1syp2ggo1_500.png
Helen Kim (12:53:41 AM): ok I'm done
Gary Levy (12:53:58 AM): Did you totally just like hashtagHelenKim search that
Helen Kim (12:54:01 AM): yes
Gary Levy (12:54:07 AM): Omg girl <33
Helen Kim (12:54:20 AM): 24.media.tumblr.com/6e5be76a61adaac1eb3dfee0ec16efd2/tumblr_mpf85xK12s1qjtafeo1_500.png I found this tho
Gary Levy (12:56:33 AM): OMG!!!
Gary Levy (12:56:36 AM): That is so PERFECT
Gary Levy (1:03:07 AM): Who are you talking to girlll?
Helen Kim (1:03:17 AM): nobody
Gary Levy (1:03:24 AM): Omg, just us two? <33
Helen Kim (1:05:16 AM): mhm!
Helen Kim (1:05:20 AM): browsing reddit
Gary Levy (1:05:29 AM): We like totally are the night owls
Gary Levy (1:05:39 AM): Hopefully me yelling didnt like wake anyone up :-(
Helen Kim (1:06:34 AM): oh I wouldn't worry about it too much
Helen Kim (1:06:37 AM): it's the first night
Helen Kim (1:06:42 AM): nobody's actually sleeping
Gary Levy (1:06:48 AM): Omg!!
Gary Levy (1:06:50 AM): Dont scare me like tht
Gary Levy (1:06:56 AM): Everyones gonna think Im terrible!!
Helen Kim (1:07:08 AM): you're just loud
Helen Kim (1:07:12 AM): so is Chima!
Gary Levy (1:07:27 AM): Shes like not even on!!
Helen Kim (1:09:04 AM): oh well
Helen Kim (1:09:12 AM): she's loud in the living room :-P
Helen Kim (1:09:44 AM): I think we should totally stick together for the BB mini ;-)
Gary Levy (1:09:54 AM): Lol Helen!!!
Gary Levy (1:10:00 AM): That is like soooo far away
Helen Kim (1:10:08 AM): it's Sunday
Helen Kim (1:10:15 AM): I'm preparing
Gary Levy (1:10:16 AM): Omg no WAY!
Helen Kim (1:10:23 AM): I'm going over my trivia and stuff
Gary Levy (1:10:29 AM): Well as long as you dont ally with EVERYONE!
Helen Kim (1:21:42 AM): 24.media.tumblr.com/91b1635029cc39ebaa2b2a3b3edd18ff/tumblr_mhyiwncQRq1r1ft0fo1_400.gif I found a gif for the Casino Room
Gary Levy (1:22:00 AM): Omg!!!
Gary Levy (1:22:06 AM): Share it with the girls <333
Helen Kim (1:22:54 AM): does my crown fit right?
Gary Levy (1:23:10 AM): Little bit to the left gurl <33
Gary Levy (1:23:14 AM): Get the queen swagg
Helen Kim (1:23:23 AM): too lazy to change it tbh
Gary Levy (1:25:33 AM): Don't worry <33
Gary Levy (1:25:48 AM): Girl you are beautiful JUST the way you are
Helen Kim (2:03:34 AM): gary
Helen Kim (2:03:37 AM): da party
Helen Kim (2:03:38 AM): iz gone
Helen Kim (2:03:40 AM): I'm tired
Gary Levy (2:03:45 AM): Omg girllll
Gary Levy (2:03:48 AM): Letts sleep then
Helen Kim (2:03:50 AM): there's no party left :-(
Helen Kim (2:03:56 AM): Okay! Night ho
Gary Levy (2:04:23 AM): Omg good night Fierce Tiger <33
Helen Kim (2:04:29 AM): glitterific <3
Gary Levy (2:04:35 AM): Duuuh

Gary Glitter basically confirming my suspicions of me knowing him. We're so crazy.

Helen Kim (1:31:34 AM): hi Eric!
Eric Stein (1:31:51 AM): Hey Helen!! How are you?
Helen Kim (1:32:03 AM): I'm doing great, thanks. And you dear?
Eric Stein (1:33:24 AM): Fantastic, all though this humidity is killing me
Helen Kim (1:33:51 AM): oh definitely. I just got back from the beach and I'm pretty sunburned :-(
Eric Stein (1:34:34 AM): But you're at the beach! Thats the most fun in the world! I bet your hair looks flawless right now, beach hair is the best hair
Helen Kim (1:34:56 AM): I *was at the beach :-( just got home
Helen Kim (1:35:01 AM): but I lovvve beach hair!
Helen Kim (1:35:10 AM): I was strutting around like a queen
Eric Stein (1:36:00 AM): Hahaha, what beach were you at?
Helen Kim (1:36:13 AM): it's called North Topsail in North Carolina
Eric Stein (1:36:46 AM): ahh, not OBX though? I only ever go to the outer banks or ocean city maryland
Helen Kim (1:37:03 AM): we went to a boring beach this year
Helen Kim (1:37:07 AM): we tried being obscure
Helen Kim (1:37:09 AM): wasn't worth it
Eric Stein (1:38:35 AM): :X that;s ashamed... but as long as that beach hair is still in tact even a little, you've got a reason to smile
Helen Kim (1:38:51 AM): of course!
Helen Kim (1:38:55 AM): how's your day been?
Eric Stein (1:39:30 AM): Its been actually pretty darn good. I saw One Direction in concert a few hours ago in Hershey Pennsylvania
Helen Kim (1:39:45 AM): oh nice!
Helen Kim (1:39:48 AM): You live in PA?
Eric Stein (1:40:41 AM): Yeah, in hershey! You know it?
Helen Kim (1:40:51 AM): Of course!
Helen Kim (1:40:56 AM): I live in West Virginia
Helen Kim (1:41:07 AM): I used to go up to Hershey as a kid allll the time
Eric Stein (1:41:53 AM): Its a great park, but I worked there as a summer job, it was a mess :X
Helen Kim (1:42:07 AM): oh man
Helen Kim (1:42:19 AM): I don't remember much about it other than the chocolate factory tour :-P
Helen Kim (1:42:27 AM): I usually go to Kennywood
Helen Kim (1:42:32 AM): since it's closer
Eric Stein (1:42:52 AM): Yeah oh is that by Pittsburgh?
Helen Kim (1:42:56 AM): mhm
Eric Stein (1:43:27 AM): Theres also another place in Elysburg called knoebles, thats a good park
Eric Stein (1:43:35 AM): Where in WV do you live?
Helen Kim (1:43:43 AM): Morgantown
Helen Kim (1:43:47 AM): Never heard of Knoebles
Eric Stein (1:45:10 AM): Hershey's the best, and I've never been to morgantown, my one friend goes to wvu though,
Helen Kim (1:45:37 AM): oh yeah?
Helen Kim (1:45:45 AM): WVU's a great school
Eric Stein (1:45:55 AM): Are you near it?
Helen Kim (1:46:06 AM): WVU basically is Morgantown :-P
Helen Kim (1:46:09 AM): it's so spread out
Eric Stein (1:48:06 AM): Oh my! I've never visited him, just know he goes there
Helen Kim (1:48:36 AM): so are you a big 1D fan?
Helen Kim (1:48:44 AM): I've never really gotten into them honestly
Helen Kim (1:49:02 AM): even though I'd like them to get into me if you know what I'm sayin
Eric Stein (1:50:37 AM): Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!! My friends are huge fans, after I saw them on SNL i thought they had the perfect fashion sense in the world though so naturally, i agreed when they asked if i was willing to spend 90 bucks for the concert
ImJewishEric signed off at 1:57:09 AM
ImJewishEric signed on at 1:58:21 AM
Helen Kim (2:03:29 AM): Well Eric, it was a definite pleasure to meet you, but I'm heading to bed!
Eric Stein (2:12:42 AM): Okay! Goodnight Helen! I hope to ttys!

Eric's such a sweetie! I really enjoyed talking to him

I had a conversation with Peter, but most of it didn't save, but basically...it was boring and awkward.

Helen Kim (10:36:15 PM): whyyyy are you so attractive doc? You're making me question my loyalty to my husband
Will Kirby (10:36:48 PM): oh Helen...I'll put some clothes on. I don't wanna come between you and your man.
Will Kirby (10:36:49 PM):
Helen Kim (10:37:07 PM): that's Elissa's sister's line!
Will Kirby (10:37:19 PM): haha
Helen Kim (10:37:31 PM): what room did you bunk in?
Will Kirby (10:39:39 PM): The Metal Room
Helen Kim (10:39:54 PM): ouch
Will Kirby (10:39:55 PM): The moment I went to pick a room the Casino Room was already full
Helen Kim (10:40:13 PM): oh no :-( that's where the party's at!
Helen Kim (10:40:27 PM): Gina has the alcohol and Gary has the glitter!
Will Kirby (10:40:34 PM): Money falling from the ceiling lol

Dr. Will and I talked a bit before I was able to get on my computer and turn on AIM Chat Logging, and I really like this guy!

Helen Kim (9:34:52 PM): hi Nick!
Nick Uhas (9:36:21 PM): hello Helen! how are things?
Helen Kim (9:36:36 PM): things are well! how about you?
Nick Uhas (9:37:11 PM): going great just a little burnt from the past few days. and about to put on The Walking Dead.
Helen Kim (9:37:22 PM): I'm burnt too haha
Helen Kim (9:37:30 PM): And I love The Walking Dead!
Nick Uhas (9:38:01 PM): good taste then! i barely got into it, daryl is my favorite right now and i'm at mid-season of 2.
Nick Uhas (9:38:09 PM): and it sucks being burnt!
Helen Kim (9:38:19 PM): I've been at the beach the past few days
Helen Kim (9:38:27 PM): I really like Andrea personally
Nick Uhas (9:39:21 PM): the beach sounds fun! and i love her so far.
Nick Uhas (9:39:28 PM): rick and daryl are my top 2 though.
Helen Kim (9:39:33 PM): other people hate Andrea
Helen Kim (9:39:41 PM): I felt like the only person who liked her rofl
Nick Uhas (9:39:50 PM): she's a damaged person, it's kind of intriguing.
Helen Kim (9:40:05 PM): exactly
Helen Kim (9:40:29 PM): I'm loving the BB15 rep in this season!
Nick Uhas (9:40:52 PM): me too!
Nick Uhas (9:40:58 PM): i love Helen, Elissa and Nic
Nick Uhas (9:41:04 PM): Nick* so glad they were chosen
Helen Kim (9:41:19 PM): I know <3
Nick Uhas (9:44:32 PM): <3 i need to watch the last episode even though i know what happened. so pissed!
Helen Kim (9:44:46 PM): at who was evicted or who won HoH?
Nick Uhas (9:45:41 PM): i loved the eviction.
Nick Uhas (9:45:49 PM): pissed at HOH, plus heard they cheated.
Helen Kim (9:45:54 PM): they did
Helen Kim (9:46:09 PM): And she better not put up Helen and Elissa :-(
Nick Uhas (9:47:13 PM): Aryan Bratherhood is gross
Nick Uhas (9:47:24 PM): and same they're like my favorite "duo"
Helen Kim (9:47:27 PM): oo that's clever!
Helen Kim (9:47:45 PM): Unpopular opinion, I also love Amanda
Nick Uhas (9:48:18 PM): I am in love with Amanda.
Helen Kim (9:48:30 PM): everyone on the feeds hates her :-(
Nick Uhas (9:48:37 PM): Hilarious DRs, unfiltered and becoming a HBIC.
Nick Uhas (9:48:47 PM): they're just jealous that she cockblocks 99% of convos.
Helen Kim (9:48:54 PM): true haha
Helen Kim (9:49:13 PM): her goodbye message to David was my fav
Helen Kim (9:49:20 PM): can't wait until Aaryn gets evicted <3333
Nick Uhas (9:52:34 PM): i need to watch the episode but i heard she called Aaryn the biggest bitch in the house ^_^
Helen Kim (9:52:43 PM): lol yep!
Nick Uhas (9:54:51 PM): i'm so happy it's the weekend, free from work O:-)
Helen Kim (9:55:14 PM): Perks of being a high school student: every day in summer is free
Nick Uhas (9:56:12 PM): that is a perk but i do not miss HS
Helen Kim (10:12:31 PM): I can't wait to get out haha
Helen Kim (10:12:37 PM): sorry, I was typing up my DR
Nick Uhas (10:13:42 PM): when do you finish? and it's alright i wish i had the will power to type a confessional right now... but, yep not feeling it lol.
Helen Kim (10:13:53 PM): two more years!
Helen Kim (10:14:16 PM): I've been in a cramped care since 1:30
Helen Kim (10:14:21 PM): I'm a bit bored :-P
Nick Uhas (10:14:26 PM): oh my, you're a young one!
Helen Kim (10:14:34 PM): I am I am
Nick Uhas (10:14:35 PM): and awww what is there to do around you?
Helen Kim (10:14:48 PM): I could read but it's dark outside soooo
Helen Kim (10:14:58 PM): I have my laptop and a wireless hotspot
Nick Uhas (10:17:06 PM): i wish i could stomach reading
Nick Uhas (10:17:09 PM): i always get bored
Helen Kim (10:17:14 PM): I love to read
Helen Kim (10:17:21 PM): I'm reading Under the Dome right now
Nick Uhas (10:17:34 PM): do you read a lot?
Helen Kim (10:17:44 PM): A bit haha
Helen Kim (10:17:57 PM): When I'm not on the Xbox or computer :-P
Nick Uhas (10:29:52 PM): xbox <3
Nick Uhas (10:29:58 PM): i only play sports games on it though lol
Helen Kim (10:30:12 PM): I love video games #averageteenageboyalert
Nick Uhas (10:30:23 PM): haha what do you play?
Helen Kim (10:30:49 PM): Assassin's Creed, Mass Effect, Call of Duty, Minecraft
Nick Uhas (10:33:31 PM): i love call of duty... but i suck at it
Helen Kim (10:33:53 PM): story of my life
Nick Uhas (10:34:50 PM): haha i love mario party on gamecubes! if that counts
Helen Kim (10:35:01 PM): Mario Party's the besssst
Nick Uhas (10:35:26 PM): yeees i love the mini games!
Nick Uhas (10:35:28 PM): so addicting
Helen Kim (10:35:38 PM): I like it on the wii too
Nick Uhas (10:36:08 PM): is it hard though?
Nick Uhas (10:36:12 PM): ive never tried it on there
Nick Uhas (10:36:18 PM): i miss old gaming systems like the nintendo 64
Helen Kim (10:36:25 PM): It's not hard
Nick Uhas (10:42:09 PM): the wii remotes are hard to get used to
Helen Kim (10:44:02 PM): they are a bit confusing
Nick Uhas (10:44:36 PM): 90s gaming systems <3
Nick Uhas (10:44:43 PM): miss them all and yeah they really are, at least to me
Helen Kim (10:46:45 PM): Kindgom Hearts is still my favorite game
Nick Uhas (10:47:03 PM): ive never played it
Nick Uhas (10:47:14 PM): ive seen people play it though and they played it for days non-stop, crazy shit
Helen Kim (10:47:31 PM): I cried when KH3 was announced

Nick and I never really finished our conversation he was very interesting to talk to and was on par with my social speed, so I like him!

Gina and I had a really long conversation when I was on my phone, but alas it's gone I really really like her though.

Helen Kim (9:35:16 PM): hey Elissa :-)
Elissa Slater (9:35:36 PM): Hey Helen<3333333 bby
Helen Kim (9:35:51 PM): I think we're doing well socially
Helen Kim (9:35:59 PM): there are some couples that have hardly been on
Elissa Slater (9:36:06 PM): I think Will likes me
Helen Kim (9:36:20 PM): I like Will
Helen Kim (9:38:42 PM): IN LIVING ROOM INTRODUCTIONS, THEY WERE YOUR TRUE INTRODUCTIONS OR JUST CHARACTER?

Helen Kim (9:38:44 PM): oh Chima
Elissa Slater (9:38:57 PM): what
Helen Kim (10:34:31 PM): have you been talking to Gary or Will?
Elissa Slater (10:34:47 PM): will
Helen Kim (10:35:20 PM): ugh idk if my message went through to him
Elissa Slater (10:36:21 PM): how?? i.imgur.com/owzv87X.jpg
Helen Kim (10:39:17 PM): post HOH results plz
Elissa Slater (10:48:09 PM): One second
Saturday, July 6, 2013
Elissa Slater (12:30:28 AM): omfg have you seen the HN skin
Helen Kim (12:31:16 AM): no
Elissa Slater (12:31:27 AM): it's gross
Helen Kim (12:31:49 AM): fun
Elissa Slater (12:39:24 AM): ELISS WON MVP
Elissa Slater (12:39:25 AM): YAYYYYY
Elissa Slater (12:39:28 AM): ELISSA
Helen Kim (12:39:32 AM): oh yay
Helen Kim (12:39:45 AM): almost makes up for Aaryn's noms
Elissa Slater (12:39:49 AM): DR leak
Elissa Slater (12:39:53 AM): there was a DR leak
Helen Kim (12:39:57 AM): what do you mean
Elissa Slater (12:40:14 AM): the feeds switched for a second showing her with the envelope
Helen Kim (12:40:19 AM): oh cool
Elissa Slater (12:42:27 AM): i.imgur.com/xXgvJsu.jpg Elissa goddess
Helen Kim (12:42:45 AM): aww good for her
Helen Kim (12:42:47 AM): unfortunately
Elissa Slater (12:43:04 AM): unfortunately what
Helen Kim (12:43:12 AM): she's probs gonna put up Jeremy
Helen Kim (12:43:18 AM): not knowing about TMV
Helen Kim (12:43:21 AM): TMC
Elissa Slater (12:43:21 AM): if it gets out MC is gonna save her
Elissa Slater (12:43:26 AM): TMC is dropping her
Elissa Slater (12:43:28 AM): him
Elissa Slater (12:43:32 AM): they'll drop him
Helen Kim (12:43:38 AM): what do you mean
Elissa Slater (12:43:44 AM): He voted against them
Elissa Slater (12:43:48 AM): he isn't loyal to them
Helen Kim (12:43:49 AM): they told him to
Helen Kim (12:44:00 AM): they wanted him to vote against them
Helen Kim (12:44:05 AM): so it wasn't suspicious
Elissa Slater (12:44:20 AM): Helen is gonna have control over her nom
Elissa Slater (12:44:24 AM): you know that right
Elissa Slater (12:44:33 AM): and Production won't let her fuck up
Helen Kim (12:59:53 AM): I think it's in Elissa's best interest to take Helen off
Helen Kim (1:00:01 AM): Elissa is more of an assett than Helen is
Elissa Slater (1:09:51 AM): are you saying elissa should use the veto to save helen and not herself?
Helen Kim (1:10:00 AM): yes
Elissa Slater (1:10:06 AM): um
Elissa Slater (1:10:16 AM): marcellas?
Elissa Slater (1:15:21 AM): Helen's safe either way
Elissa Slater (1:35:09 AM): "

If your plane was about to crash, who would you want sitting next to you?

God of course!! He could save me. But realistically speaking, I'd want my sister, aunt and boyfriend. I know my sister and aunt couldn't handle a life w/o me and Tyler would make me feel clam in my last moments."
Elissa Slater (1:35:11 AM): um
Elissa Slater (1:35:36 AM): my cousin is so fucking dumb
Helen Kim (1:35:44 AM): why does she want to kill everyone she loves
Elissa Slater (1:35:55 AM): i have no idea
Elissa Slater (1:37:12 AM): I'm sitting here thinking "I think the point of the question was to choose people you dislike."
Helen Kim (1:37:57 AM): 25.media.tumblr.com/58c9aeb25c3323e7cf371fa07ae575af/tumblr_mpi17bJ3iW1rxcygdo1_500.png "Helen and Elissa celebrating about winning MVP."
Elissa Slater (1:39:31 AM): i love them
Elissa Slater (1:39:51 AM): I'm watching Big Brother Canada
Elissa Slater (1:41:23 AM): I watched like two episodes but that's it
Helen Kim (1:41:36 AM): same
Helen Kim (1:41:41 AM): cool
Helen Kim (1:41:42 AM): same
Elissa Slater (1:41:53 AM): you're watching BBC?
Helen Kim (1:41:58 AM): np
Helen Kim (1:41:59 AM): no
Elissa Slater (1:44:20 AM):
Do you remember your first friend?

I do! She was awesome. Too bad she turned into a slut.
Elissa Slater (1:44:23 AM): OMFG
Helen Kim (1:44:31 AM): what
Elissa Slater (1:44:36 AM): my cousin
Elissa Slater (1:44:37 AM): omfg
Elissa Slater (1:45:04 AM): she's like Aaryn if Aaryn liked punk bands
Helen Kim (1:45:49 AM): While I was having sex today I was on top and the mirror was right in front of me and it was so weird just seeing myself do my thing and my boobs it’s like watching a porno but you’re the one doing it
Helen Kim (1:45:54 AM): wat
Helen Kim (1:46:00 AM): why do I follow this person
Elissa Slater (1:46:05 AM): who what
Helen Kim (1:46:16 AM): tumblr
Helen Kim (1:50:24 AM):

my sister sent me a text saying “for the next 30 years you have to live with one person in the same room all the time. afterwards you have to kill them. would you choose someone you like or someone you hate?”
Helen Kim (1:50:26 AM): i
Elissa Slater (1:51:08 AM): I would choose someone i don't know
Helen Kim (1:51:31 AM): that's what I thought too

Helen and Elissa being Helen and Elissa, basically.

I started talking to Ivette when I was on my phone, but I caught her at a wrong time because she had to sign off at that moment. Janelle also messaged me, but I was offline and didn't catch her in time to initiate conversation. Basically, everyone that has not been mentioned, I have not talked to.

[Helen Kim]

Oh! I almost forgot that Chima and I had a riveting PM discussion about how she should portray herself to other houseguests.

Chima:
IN LIVING ROOM INTRODUCTIONS, THEY WERE YOUR TRUE INTRODUCTIONS OR JUST CHARACTER?

Helen:
just in character hon!

Chima:
OK.

YEA, I ANSWERED MYSELF WHEN READING A SECOND TIME AND SEEING HOW YOU WERE DANCING ON TABLETOPS LOL

Helen:
We all like to get a little crazy sometime!

Chima:
YEA. NOW I AM TRYING TO INVENT MY INTRODUCTIONS AND I CAN'T COME UP WITH IDEAS.

Helen:
Just tell them how fierce you are girl!

And that was the end of that. I really hope this girl gets on AIM soon, because god bless.

[Helen Kim]

First Impressions Have/Have Not Comp

Personal opinion
1. Which housemate is naivest?

Layla

2. Which housemate is the easiest to talk to?

Nick

3. Which housemate is the most annoying?

Peter

4. Which housemate will be the most entertaining in the BBCharm episodes?

Gary

5. Which housemate will be the most boring in the BBCharm episodes?

Peter

6. Which housemate is destined to be evicted early?

Layla

7. Which housemate is most likely to dominate in competitions?

Elissa

8. Which housemate will cause the most drama?

Chima

9. Which housemate will play the most deceitful game?

Gina

10. Which housemate is most likely to win BBCharm?

Gina

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Majority Prediction
1. Which housemate is naivest?

Chima

2. Which housemate is the easiest to talk to?

Gina

3. Which housemate is the most annoying?

Chima

4. Which housemate will be the most entertaining in the BBCharm episodes?

Gary

5. Which housemate will be the most boring in the BBCharm episodes?

Alec

6. Which housemate is destined to be evicted early?

Chima

7. Which housemate is most likely to dominate in competitions?

Gina

8. Which housemate will cause the most drama?

Chima

9. Which housemate will play the most deceitful game?

Will

10. Which housemate is most likely to win BBCharm?

Gina

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Tiebreaker: 872

[Helen Kim]

I'VE MADE CONTACT WITH CHIMA. EEEE.

Helen Kim (9:20:17 PM): you there Chima?
Chima Simone (9:20:26 PM): HI
Helen Kim (9:20:31 PM): hi!
Helen Kim (9:20:39 PM): I was wondering if you were invisible or not :-)
Helen Kim (9:20:46 PM): so I decided to send you a message! How are you?
Chima Simone (9:20:53 PM): YEA I AM OFFLINE, I'M DOING FINE YOU?
Helen Kim (9:21:07 PM): Doing good as well. This Have Not comp is a toughie!
Chima Simone (9:21:28 PM): YEA WELL. NOT THE END OF THE WORLD IF I LOSE I MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO PARTICIPATE IN THE LIVE HOH.
Helen Kim (9:21:53 PM): you mean you probably won't make it regardless?
Chima Simone (9:21:56 PM): YEA
Chima Simone (9:22:12 PM): I HAVE A FAMILY THING
Helen Kim (9:22:13 PM): Oh no :-\
Chima Simone (9:22:14 PM): BUT DON'T KNOW WHEN IT ENDS
Helen Kim (9:22:31 PM): well, family is definitely the most important thing :-)
Chima Simone (9:22:42 PM): YEA AND IT'S JUST THE FIRST HOH ANYWAYS
Helen Kim (9:23:01 PM): that's true, but this one is important!
Helen Kim (9:23:05 PM): one whole duo is going this week
Helen Kim (9:23:19 PM): have you been talking to people?
Chima Simone (9:23:27 PM): BARELY
Chima Simone (9:23:28 PM): YOU?
Helen Kim (9:23:41 PM): I've been trying to. You should get on that girl!
Helen Kim (9:23:44 PM): Make some besties <3
Chima Simone (9:24:00 PM): I KNOW. I WAS BUSY MOST OF THE DAY
Helen Kim (9:24:14 PM): Oh yeah? How's your day been? :-)
Chima Simone (9:24:38 PM): IT'S BEEN FINE I ALWAYS HAD SOMETHING TO DO, YOU?
Helen Kim (9:24:53 PM): Today's been very relaxing for me haha
Chima Simone (9:25:02 PM): RELAXING IS FUN
Helen Kim (9:25:30 PM): oh absolutely!
Helen Kim (9:26:07 PM): Do you know Eric personally or were you guys randomly paired together?
Chima Simone (9:26:30 PM): OH I KNOW HIM. YOU?
Helen Kim (9:26:42 PM): I know Elissa yeah :-)
Helen Kim (9:26:48 PM): I was wondering how many people were randomly paired
Helen Kim (9:26:49 PM): if any
Chima Simone (9:27:03 PM): I WONDER TOO
Chima Simone (9:27:12 PM): WE SHOULD HAVE A LIST OF PAIRS
Chima Simone (9:27:16 PM): I DON'T KNOW WHO IS PAIRED WITH WHO
Helen Kim (9:27:25 PM): I think I have it memorized
Helen Kim (9:27:27 PM): Helen and Elissa
Helen Kim (9:27:31 PM): Chima and Eric
Helen Kim (9:27:33 PM): Will and Boogie
Helen Kim (9:27:36 PM): Janelle and Ivette
Helen Kim (9:27:39 PM): Gary and Gina
Helen Kim (9:27:43 PM): Sallie and Nick
Helen Kim (9:27:45 PM): Layla and Sam
Helen Kim (9:28:01 PM): Alec and Peter
Chima Simone (9:28:13 PM): OH OK WELL I THINK THE LAST TWO PAIRS BEFORE ALEC AND PETER WILL BE THE HARDEST TO REMEMBER.
Helen Kim (9:28:30 PM): yeah I think so too
Helen Kim (9:28:36 PM): Nick and Sallie are kinda WTF together :-P
Chima Simone (9:28:41 PM): LOL
Chima Simone (9:28:56 PM): DO YOU WATCH BIG BROTHER?
Helen Kim (9:29:05 PM): I do!
Chima Simone (9:29:10 PM): ME TOO
Helen Kim (9:29:10 PM): I watch the feeds too
Chima Simone (9:29:14 PM): NOT ME
Chima Simone (9:29:29 PM): I LIKE TO WATCH ON TV AND NOT GET SPOILED
Helen Kim (9:29:47 PM): the feeds are super interesting, I like watching the people live :-P
Chima Simone (9:29:57 PM): WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE?
Helen Kim (9:32:05 PM): This season?
Helen Kim (9:32:10 PM): I like Helen and Amanda
Helen Kim (9:32:20 PM): have you talked to Elissa yet?
Chima Simone (9:32:48 PM): NO I DID NOT
Helen Kim (9:32:55 PM): You should talk to her!
Helen Kim (9:33:01 PM): I think she wants to meet you haha
Chima Simone (9:33:09 PM): OKAY I'LL SEND HER A MESSAGE TO THROW THE BALL THEN
Helen Kim (9:33:15 PM): alrighty! :-)
Chima Simone (9:34:26 PM): WELL HERE SHE IS
Helen Kim (9:34:37 PM): did she message you?
Chima Simone (9:34:49 PM): YEA

I want to keep her safe, she's very entertaining and seems a bit outspoken.

[Helen Kim]

I had an interesting conversation with Gary...

Helen Kim (9:36:57 PM): I'm just paranoid over this duo eviction
Gary Levy (9:42:40 PM): Omgg I KNOWW
Gary Levy (9:42:45 PM): Like you cant piss the wrong person off
Gary Levy (9:42:46 PM): O m
Gary Levy (9:42:46 PM): g
Helen Kim (9:44:51 PM): yeah exactly
Helen Kim (9:44:57 PM): I'm trying to be cool with everyone
Helen Kim (9:45:03 PM): and not COMPLETELY out there, you know?
Gary Levy (9:45:11 PM): Omg yass
Gary Levy (9:45:16 PM): Except I was talking to Gina girl
Gary Levy (9:45:19 PM): She wants you to talk moree
Gary Levy (9:45:24 PM): Me too btw!!
Helen Kim (9:45:27 PM): I've been busy :-(
Gary Levy (9:45:31 PM): We will message you and you dont respondd!!
Helen Kim (9:45:34 PM): I'll talk more!
Helen Kim (9:45:37 PM): I promise <3
Gary Levy (9:45:38 PM): But you are on the boards like ALL the timee
Helen Kim (9:45:58 PM): I knowww
Helen Kim (9:46:14 PM): Sometimes I'll get distracted
Helen Kim (9:46:19 PM): by either another tab
Helen Kim (9:46:21 PM): or the TV
Helen Kim (9:46:26 PM): or my nephew
Helen Kim (9:46:29 PM): or even other players :-P
Gary Levy (9:46:30 PM): Omggg
Gary Levy (9:46:33 PM): Well yass
Gary Levy (9:46:34 PM): I totally get it
Helen Kim (9:46:35 PM): I'll make a conscience effort
Helen Kim (9:46:37 PM): to be social girl <3
Gary Levy (9:46:37 PM): but we love attention!
Gary Levy (9:46:49 PM): Im trying to look out for YOU TOO
Gary Levy (9:46:58 PM): We dont need people thinking youre ignoring themm!!
Gary Levy (9:47:04 PM): Its alerady happened to me because my phone says Im online
Gary Levy (9:47:05 PM): Like
Gary Levy (9:47:07 PM): Uh noooo
Gary Levy (9:47:07 PM): ]
Gary Levy (9:47:10 PM): Im not!
Helen Kim (9:48:35 PM): I should probably turn on my sound
Helen Kim (9:48:39 PM): even though it's the sound of death
Gary Levy (9:49:20 PM): It is NOTT
Gary Levy (9:49:26 PM): It is the ONLY way I keep up
Helen Kim (9:50:48 PM): like it gets to the point where I realize I've been ignoring people for 20 minutes
Gary Levy (9:50:56 PM): Longer even!!
Helen Kim (9:51:02 PM): and I have no idea how to respond so I just don't :-(
Gary Levy (9:59:08 PM): Really??
Gary Levy (9:59:10 PM): Awww girl
Gary Levy (9:59:15 PM): Hidden Crouching Tiger Asian Fierce
Gary Levy (9:59:19 PM): You can do better than thatt!
Helen Kim (9:59:22 PM): I know
Helen Kim (9:59:24 PM): I have been
Helen Kim (9:59:34 PM): I've been going through every chat window to make sure I'm not ignoring anyone
Gary Levy (10:02:05 PM): Well Im glad Ive like
Gary Levy (10:02:08 PM): LIT A FIRE GURRL <3
Helen Kim (10:02:17 PM): talking to like ten people is tough
Gary Levy (10:02:21 PM): Omggg
Helen Kim (10:02:27 PM): at least I'm not on Peter's level
Gary Levy (10:02:28 PM): You just gotta look for the little exclamation point
Gary Levy (10:02:29 PM): Omg
Gary Levy (10:02:31 PM): LOL
Gary Levy (10:02:34 PM): So true hahaaaa!
Gary Levy (10:04:46 PM): Omg
Gary Levy (10:05:02 PM): Where did you hear our answers would be revealledd?
Helen Kim (10:05:09 PM): well
Helen Kim (10:05:14 PM): not our personal opinions
Helen Kim (10:05:18 PM): just what we think the majority is
Helen Kim (10:05:22 PM): Ryan posted it in the backyard
Helen Kim (10:22:33 PM): it's interesting
Gary Levy (10:22:42 PM): What isss?
Helen Kim (10:22:44 PM): I think the only duo that doesn't know each other from outside of the game are Sam and Layla
Helen Kim (10:22:52 PM): because Layla was a replacement
Gary Levy (10:22:53 PM): Ivette/Janelle :-)
Helen Kim (10:23:02 PM): they don't know each other?
Gary Levy (10:23:06 PM): They didnttt
Helen Kim (10:23:09 PM): I assumed they did
Gary Levy (10:23:15 PM): They knew they were gonna be partners a few days before the game thoughh
Gary Levy (10:23:16 PM): I think
Gary Levy (10:23:20 PM): Thats what I picked up on at leastt
Helen Kim (10:23:29 PM): Since Ivette and Janelle seemed like a likely duo to choose :-P
Gary Levy (10:23:42 PM): Did itt?
Helen Kim (10:24:07 PM): yeah haha

That kinda freaks me out. I'm trying to be as social as I can with everyone who's online, but by doing that it appears I'm also ignoring others in the process...ugh. Now I have to make an effort to focus and not ignore anybody, and when there's 10 people online talking to you, that can get quite difficult.

[Helen Kim]

Helen Kim (1:12:40 PM): Let's ellisercise to prep for the have/have not comp
Helen Kim (2:33:09 PM): Elissa, we have to win this comp
Helen Kim (2:33:15 PM): we can't afford to be have nots this week
Elissa Slater (2:33:19 PM): i know
Elissa Slater (2:33:25 PM): so i've been talking to sallie
Elissa Slater (2:33:30 PM): she says wicked a lot
Helen Kim (2:33:37 PM): I haven't noticed
Helen Kim (2:33:42 PM): she told me she's only talked to two people
Helen Kim (2:33:45 PM): I assume that's us?
Elissa Slater (2:33:51 PM): and she knows i'm smart because I figured out she's canadian based on a short convo
Helen Kim (2:34:05 PM): let's keep her close
Helen Kim (2:34:10 PM): I really like Nick
Helen Kim (2:34:12 PM): they're a fun duo
Elissa Slater (2:34:19 PM): i like her
Helen Kim (2:34:27 PM): You try to get close to her
Helen Kim (2:34:31 PM): I'll get close to Nick?
Helen Kim (2:51:46 PM): yes/no/maybe so?
Elissa Slater (2:51:53 PM): yes
Helen Kim (2:52:01 PM): alright
Helen Kim (2:52:32 PM): if I win HoH this week, I'm thinking of putting up Alec & Peter and Sam & Layla for eviction
Helen Kim (2:52:37 PM): with Alec and Peter as targets
Elissa Slater (2:54:46 PM): I'm so afraid I'll get like none right and lose
Helen Kim (2:54:52 PM): I am too
Helen Kim (2:55:12 PM): I'm going by the board
Helen Kim (2:55:22 PM): with the kitchen and introduction threads, as well as a bit of AIM
Helen Kim (2:55:33 PM): Because everyone can see the boards
Helen Kim (2:55:45 PM): not everyone sees AIM convos
Helen Kim (9:01:11 PM): I think everyone is in the same boat as us
Helen Kim (9:01:27 PM): I don't think we'll be Have Nots this week

So Elissa and I have decided to try to get close to Nick and Sallie, since we both like the duo in general. Since Elissa really takes a liking to Sallie, I decided to try to get close to Nick, while also getting on Sallie's good side the best I can. They're a duo I'd like to work with because I don't think they would have as many connections as, say, Gary and Gina probably do.

Nick Uhas (9:50:45 PM): hii
Helen Kim (9:51:20 PM): hey!
Nick Uhas (9:52:45 PM): hey hey!
Nick Uhas (9:52:47 PM): whats up
Helen Kim (9:52:57 PM): I'm watching the feeds with my sister
Helen Kim (9:52:58 PM): you?
Nick Uhas (9:53:12 PM): your sister watches them with you?
Nick Uhas (9:53:14 PM): how fun <3
Helen Kim (9:53:17 PM): I just got her hooked
Helen Kim (9:53:18 PM): this season
Nick Uhas (9:53:19 PM): and im just eating
Nick Uhas (9:53:23 PM): haha yay who does she like
Helen Kim (9:53:31 PM): Elissa's her favorite
Helen Kim (9:53:36 PM): and she doesn't even know Rachel
Helen Kim (9:53:38 PM): so that's interesting
Nick Uhas (9:53:42 PM): good taste
Nick Uhas (9:53:44 PM): i love elissa
Helen Kim (9:54:15 PM): She likes her mostly because Aaryn hates her
Nick Uhas (9:54:22 PM): lmao
Nick Uhas (9:54:25 PM): Aaryn sucks
Helen Kim (9:55:43 PM): she's the worst
Helen Kim (9:55:46 PM): Aryan Aaryn
Nick Uhas (10:02:14 PM): Lmfao
Nick Uhas (10:02:22 PM): Yes, who do you think is leaving this week?
Helen Kim (10:03:07 PM): Elissa has a good shot of going
Nick Uhas (10:03:12 PM):
Helen Kim (10:03:17 PM): but I think she might be able to swing votes
Helen Kim (10:03:21 PM): she's thinking of putting Nick up
Nick Uhas (10:03:28 PM): ugh no not nick
Helen Kim (10:03:34 PM): which isn't smart at all
Helen Kim (10:03:40 PM): idk if she can get the votes
Nick Uhas (10:03:46 PM): i hope she puts up
Nick Uhas (10:03:48 PM): gina marie
Nick Uhas (10:03:51 PM): or kaitlin
Nick Uhas (10:03:55 PM): or andy
Helen Kim (10:03:59 PM): Kaitlin
Helen Kim (10:04:02 PM): would be the best bet
Nick Uhas (10:04:08 PM): or jessie
Nick Uhas (10:04:20 PM): well lets hope she changes her mind
Helen Kim (10:04:38 PM): Yeah hopefully
Helen Kim (10:04:40 PM): if she doesn't
Helen Kim (10:04:47 PM): the three nominees are all in Charm
Helen Kim (10:04:51 PM): and one of us is going haha

I really like Nick, but he seems to get distracted as I do. Oh well!

Sallie Axl (11:55:27 AM): Hai Helen! It's Sallie from BBCharm!
Helen Kim (11:55:38 AM): Sallie! Hey girl <3 how are you?
Helen Kim (11:56:10 AM): PS, not even joking, I originally applied as Sallie before BB15 aired, and I was going to have that exact screenname
Sallie Axl (11:56:11 AM): I'm great! How are you!?
Sallie Axl (11:56:20 AM): omg lmao
Helen Kim (11:56:27 AM): I'm doing fine! Just relaxing a bit on my lazy Saturday haha
Sallie Axl (11:56:35 AM): haha, awesome, same!
Helen Kim (11:56:37 AM): yeah, my friend and I had to be Helen and Elissa
Sallie Axl (11:56:52 AM): I love them both!
Sallie Axl (11:57:01 AM): They're totally my faves from BB15
Helen Kim (11:57:06 AM): I know
Helen Kim (11:57:11 AM): did you hear who won HoH?
Sallie Axl (11:58:23 AM): I did! I had to check! I don't watch the feeds or anything or follow spoilers (I did the last 3 years, but all the guys are ugly this year so I didn't feel the need to buy the feeds), but I don't know noms or anything else
Helen Kim (12:00:17 PM): Aaryn is terrible
Sallie Axl (12:00:30 PM): omg, I can't stand her
Sallie Axl (12:01:24 PM): I love how she thinks she is this sweet southern belle, yet she actually comes across as this huge mega ultra bitch
Sallie Axl (12:01:56 PM): I RIDE DIRTBIKES AND STUDY PSYCHOLOGY, YA'LL! AND IM ALSO RACIST, TEHE!
Helen Kim (12:02:07 PM): she's the biggest bitch in BB history
Helen Kim (12:02:11 PM): and not even the good kind of bitch
Sallie Axl (12:02:18 PM): exactly!
Sallie Axl (12:02:24 PM): Like, not enjoyable to watch
Sallie Axl (12:03:06 PM): there is being bitchy for entertainment purposes, like Britney BB12, and then there's just being a bitch, like Aaryn.
Helen Kim (12:17:50 PM): Hey Sallie, sorry, I got distracted by a phone call
Helen Kim (12:17:58 PM): I'm actually about to leave for my dad's house
Helen Kim (12:18:02 PM): so I'll chat with you then <3
Helen Kim (12:18:03 PM): ttyl!
Sallie Axl (1:12:14 PM): Okay! Nice meeting you!
Sallie Axl (1:12:15 PM): ttyl
Helen Kim (2:27:29 PM): hi Sallie!
Sallie Axl (2:28:13 PM): Hai!
Sallie Axl (2:28:16 PM): How are you?
Helen Kim (2:28:25 PM): I'm doing fine
Helen Kim (2:28:50 PM): crying over this Have Not comp :-(
Helen Kim (2:28:51 PM): it's hard
Helen Kim (2:28:59 PM): how are you?
Sallie Axl (2:30:15 PM): omg it's posted!
Sallie Axl (2:30:20 PM): Im good, thanks!
Helen Kim (2:30:24 PM): yeah it was posted early
Sallie Axl (2:31:24 PM): oh god!
Sallie Axl (2:31:36 PM): I have like only spoken to two people so far lolz
Helen Kim (2:31:40 PM): oh man
Helen Kim (2:31:50 PM): I've talked to a lot of people but first impressions are tough
Sallie Axl (2:32:02 PM): yeah, exactly
Sallie Axl (2:32:15 PM): especially since the first few chats is only small talk
Sallie Axl (2:32:24 PM): you don't REALLY get to know people
Helen Kim (2:32:29 PM): I was not expecting this comp for the first Have Nots :-P
Sallie Axl (2:34:30 PM): I know!
Sallie Axl (2:34:36 PM): Or the first challenge in general
Sallie Axl (2:34:45 PM): usually comps like this are in the middle of the game
Sallie Axl (2:34:51 PM): it's totally going to be a crap shoot
Sallie Axl (2:35:09 PM): It's just kind of nerve wracking because an entire pair goes home this week
Helen Kim (2:35:11 PM): my strategy is just to go by the board
Helen Kim (2:35:12 PM): I know
Helen Kim (2:35:20 PM): nobody can afford to lose these comps
Sallie Axl (2:36:53 PM): it will be interesting to see the results
Sallie Axl (2:36:59 PM): but that's about it
Sallie Axl (2:37:04 PM): I don't want an ugly forum!
Helen Kim (2:37:21 PM): Having to sit out of the HoH would suck so bad
Sallie Axl (2:37:51 PM): omgggg
Sallie Axl (2:38:03 PM): yeah, AND you get a disadvantage in the veto comp
Sallie Axl (2:38:08 PM): I wouldn't be surprised
Sallie Axl (2:38:15 PM): if whomever won HOH
Helen Kim (2:38:17 PM): if the noms were have nots?
Sallie Axl (2:38:20 PM): just nommed Have nots
Helen Kim (2:38:24 PM): Yeah
Helen Kim (2:38:33 PM): it'd be an easy go-to for noms
Sallie Axl (2:38:36 PM): yeah
Helen Kim (2:38:38 PM): this is kind of terrifying
Sallie Axl (2:38:40 PM): *GULP*
Sallie Axl (2:39:02 PM): it's already getting intense!
Sallie Axl (2:39:10 PM): This is my first BB game in like years too!
Helen Kim (2:46:32 PM): oh really?
Helen Kim (2:46:38 PM): I don't usually play BB games a whole lot
Helen Kim (2:46:43 PM): but this looks super exciting
Sallie Axl (2:47:02 PM): yeah!
Sallie Axl (2:47:12 PM): It looks really well put together
Helen Kim (2:53:01 PM): Did you peek inside the Have Not room?
Helen Kim (2:53:08 PM): the colors are so ugly
Sallie Axl (3:03:43 PM): omg no!
Sallie Axl (3:03:47 PM): Can you?
Helen Kim (3:04:24 PM): go to modify profile
Helen Kim (3:04:28 PM): and change skin
Helen Kim (3:04:40 PM): then go to Have Not for a sneak peek :-P
Sallie Axl (3:05:13 PM): haha, okay!
Sallie Axl (3:17:03 PM): EW!
Sallie Axl (3:17:10 PM): It's hideous!
Helen Kim (3:17:25 PM): I know
Helen Kim (3:17:31 PM): I don't want :-(
Sallie Axl (3:20:26 PM): They really made being a have not like supppppper shitty
sideboobsallie signed off at 5:11:01 PM
Helen Kim (8:57:44 PM): hey Sallie :-)
Sallie Axl (8:57:53 PM): Hai Hele!
Sallie Axl (8:57:56 PM): Helen****
Sallie Axl (8:57:59 PM): lolz Hele
Sallie Axl (8:58:03 PM): How are you!?
Helen Kim (8:58:26 PM): I'm fantastic!
Helen Kim (8:58:28 PM): and you babe?
Sallie Axl (8:58:45 PM): I'm good!
Sallie Axl (8:59:00 PM): Getting a little sleeeeeeepy, but other than that, superb!
Helen Kim (8:59:46 PM): Same :-) I just recently got my sister into Big Brother
Helen Kim (8:59:49 PM): and she's obsessed now
Helen Kim (8:59:53 PM): we're watching the feeds together
Sallie Axl (9:03:39 PM): oh nice!
Sallie Axl (9:03:58 PM): I know, the needs can be addictive
Helen Kim (9:04:43 PM): lol I came home
Helen Kim (9:04:50 PM): I haven't seen her in a week since I was at the beach
Helen Kim (9:05:14 PM): I walked in and she had the feeds open on her laptop, last night's After Dark on the TV, and she looked at me and said "Look at what you did" :-P
Sallie Axl (9:05:51 PM): hahahaha
Sallie Axl (9:05:56 PM): You've created a monster!
Helen Kim (9:28:43 PM): So I've been meaning to ask
Helen Kim (9:28:52 PM): do you know Nick personally or were you guys randomly paired together?
Helen Kim (9:28:59 PM): I was just curious bc Sallie and Nick are so different :-P
Sallie Axl (9:30:37 PM): We do know each other!
Sallie Axl (9:30:41 PM): I wanted him to be Dan
Sallie Axl (9:30:46 PM): from BBUK
Sallie Axl (9:30:53 PM): but he didn't know who Dan was
Helen Kim (9:30:53 PM): oh yeah
Helen Kim (9:31:03 PM): Elissa and I were originally going to be Sallie and Wolfy
Sallie Axl (9:31:24 PM): Yeah!
Sallie Axl (9:31:28 PM): Elissa told me!
Sallie Axl (9:31:33 PM): That would have been awesome!
Sallie Axl (9:31:42 PM): Although, I'm kind of over Wolfy now
Helen Kim (9:31:44 PM): Wolfy crying when Sallie was evicted </3
Sallie Axl (9:31:49 PM): GET WOLFY OUT!
Helen Kim (9:32:00 PM): I haven't watched recently
Sallie Axl (9:32:19 PM): Wolfy has become really annoying and arrogant
Sallie Axl (9:32:24 PM): the public hates her now
Helen Kim (9:32:27 PM): oh
Helen Kim (9:32:29 PM): aww!
Helen Kim (9:32:32 PM): she was so sweet though
Sallie Axl (9:32:36 PM): they were screaming to get her out at the eviction
Sallie Axl (9:32:39 PM): Not anymore!
Helen Kim (9:34:25 PM): aww that makes me sad
Helen Kim (9:34:29 PM): who's your favorite?
Sallie Axl (9:35:13 PM): Gina and Dexter
Helen Kim (9:35:21 PM): they still in it?
Sallie Axl (9:35:31 PM): Yeah! They're the fan faves
Sallie Axl (9:35:38 PM): the show has completely changed since the first week
Helen Kim (9:35:49 PM): yeah I kinda stopped watching after then
Helen Kim (9:36:00 PM): I got confused on what time it came on over here in the States
Helen Kim (9:36:03 PM): so I kinda gave up haha
Sallie Axl (9:36:07 PM): hahaha
Sallie Axl (9:36:12 PM): yeah, it takes a lot of effort
Sallie Axl (9:36:18 PM): since it's on like every night
Helen Kim (9:36:22 PM): yeah

Sallie <3 Loving her right now.

[Helen Kim]

That awkward moment when I pretend to have a kernel stuck in my teeth to try to kick off my dream showmance with Dr. Will....

Helen Kim (5:12:50 PM): Afternoon, doc!
Will Kirby (5:13:15 PM): Afternoon! How are you today?
Helen Kim (5:13:30 PM): oh shoooot I'll brb in a sec, sorry!
Helen Kim (5:13:37 PM): really really sorry, emergencyyyy
Will Kirby (6:14:26 PM): It's ok
Helen Kim (8:13:13 PM): Hi Will :-)
Helen Kim (8:13:18 PM): sorry for poofing earlier
Will Kirby (8:14:49 PM): Hey and it's ok.
Helen Kim (8:15:18 PM): My grandma was in the hospital, she's alright though :-)
Helen Kim (8:15:32 PM): so, back to our conversation! how have you been?
Will Kirby (8:16:46 PM): Oh I'm sorry, but that's good.
Will Kirby (8:16:54 PM): I have been good, just relaxing.
Helen Kim (8:17:00 PM): Oh same
Helen Kim (8:17:06 PM): This Have Not comp is tough
Will Kirby (8:18:38 PM): Yeah, I just randomly did it. There is no way to really do well lol
Helen Kim (9:02:41 PM): I hope people aren't offended by my answers :-(
Will Kirby (9:03:38 PM): Same, but I don't think they will. It's what you think others say not what you actually think.
Helen Kim (9:04:14 PM): Yeah, I personally wouldn't be offended if, for example, everyone thought other people would think I was naive or boring
Helen Kim (9:04:25 PM): I'm just paranoid of this week
Helen Kim (9:04:31 PM): since an entire duo is getting evicted
Will Kirby (9:07:02 PM): yeah, it's scary cause you definitely have to depend on your duo. :l
Will Kirby (9:25:25 PM): I haven't seen or heard anything from Chima or Eric...
Helen Kim (9:25:36 PM): I'm talking to Chima right now
Helen Kim (9:25:40 PM): she's invisible
Helen Kim (9:25:45 PM): and Eric was super nice last night
Will Kirby (9:26:27 PM): well why are they dodging me
Will Kirby (9:33:15 PM): How is Chima?
Helen Kim (9:33:19 PM): loud
Helen Kim (9:33:21 PM): and hilarious
Will Kirby (9:33:26 PM): haha sounds fun
Helen Kim (9:33:46 PM): not as entertaining as you though doc ;-)
Will Kirby (9:34:08 PM): I'm not entertaining, just a silent type.
Helen Kim (9:34:17 PM): your body's entertaining
Will Kirby (9:34:26 PM): haha true
Will Kirby (9:35:28 PM): I'm not as loud as other though
Helen Kim (9:47:45 PM): You don't need to be loud to be entertaining!
Will Kirby (9:48:24 PM): haha I know, I hope I'm a least a little entertaining.
Helen Kim (9:52:10 PM): I hope I am too :-(
Helen Kim (9:52:17 PM): I get distracted too easily
Helen Kim (9:52:21 PM): and it's gonna be the death of me
Will Kirby (10:03:06 PM): Same here
Helen Kim (10:05:51 PM): you should go for the nachos btw!
Will Kirby (10:07:24 PM): I JUST finished making them haha
Helen Kim (10:07:36 PM): atta boy!
Will Kirby (10:09:11 PM):
Helen Kim (10:09:20 PM): I haven't eaten nachos in so long :-(
Will Kirby (10:09:52 PM): ITS MY FAVORITE
Helen Kim (10:11:13 PM): I like popcorn
Helen Kim (10:11:16 PM): it's my go-to snack
Will Kirby (10:12:05 PM): popcorn is good
Helen Kim (10:12:49 PM): I might go make some right now
Helen Kim (10:12:51 PM): brb
Will Kirby (10:12:57 PM): lol ok
Helen Kim (10:20:50 PM): back!
Will Kirby (10:21:08 PM): Got some popcorn?
Helen Kim (10:21:54 PM): Yep!
Will Kirby (10:23:00 PM): Good.
Will Kirby (10:23:35 PM): I just hate when there is kernels in my teeth
Helen Kim (10:23:52 PM): There's an art to eating popcorn, Sir Kirby
Will Kirby (10:24:03 PM): I guess I need to learn it
Helen Kim (10:24:16 PM): Actually I just keep a toothpick nearby :-P
Will Kirby (10:24:24 PM): haha
Helen Kim (10:32:58 PM): ugh
Helen Kim (10:33:02 PM): I have a kernel stuck in my tooth
Helen Kim (10:33:05 PM): I think you jinxed me :-(
Will Kirby (10:33:27 PM): aww *hug* sorry
Helen Kim (10:33:36 PM): *melts*
Will Kirby (10:35:08 PM):
Helen Kim (10:35:19 PM): they're gonna edit us as a showmance!
Helen Kim (10:35:23 PM): not that I'm complaining...
Will Kirby (10:35:38 PM): haha you think they will?
Helen Kim (10:35:59 PM): I've posted about you in the DR a few times
Helen Kim (10:36:04 PM): :-P
Will Kirby (10:36:10 PM):
Helen Kim (10:37:31 PM): good things!
Helen Kim (10:37:33 PM): I swear!
Will Kirby (10:38:03 PM): haha, I need to do a little cast assessment
Helen Kim (10:38:14 PM): I need to do one too
Helen Kim (10:38:20 PM): I've just been posting random thoughts
Will Kirby (10:38:49 PM): well i still need to talk to eric before I do it
Helen Kim (10:39:04 PM): I don't think I've talked to Alec
Will Kirby (10:39:26 PM): he messaged me for like 2 minutes
Helen Kim (10:39:36 PM): both he and his partner have been kinda AWOL
Helen Kim (10:39:44 PM): I tried talking to Peter earlier but he didn't respond
Will Kirby (10:40:34 PM): same, I messaged him last night and we talked for a bit.
Will Kirby (10:40:45 PM): Then he asked for an alliance.
Helen Kim (10:40:57 PM): omg really?
Helen Kim (10:40:58 PM): I'm jealous
Helen Kim (10:41:05 PM): I didn't get an auto-alliance invite :-(
Will Kirby (10:41:41 PM): it's not something I like though. We didn't even really introduce ourselves. He just probably did it to the first person he talked to (me)
Will Kirby (10:41:48 PM): I haven't talked to him after that though
Helen Kim (10:42:03 PM): that's kinda shady
Helen Kim (10:42:08 PM): he didn't even consult his partner or anything
Helen Kim (10:42:15 PM): Alliances this season are going to be interesting
Helen Kim (10:42:24 PM): there are definitely going to be duos sticking together
Helen Kim (10:42:46 PM): but I'd be intersted to see an alliance of singular players, not involving their duo
Will Kirby (10:43:10 PM): yeah, it'll just depend on the people I guess
Will Kirby (10:44:38 PM): I just think I'd feel more comfortable with an alliance with people I talked to more than just 2 minutes, you know?
Helen Kim (10:44:57 PM): oh yeah absolutely
Helen Kim (10:45:06 PM): that's SUPER shady
Will Kirby (10:45:39 PM): yeah I think I'm just going to keep an eye on him.
Helen Kim (10:45:47 PM): I'm glad you trusted me enough to tell me that though haha
Will Kirby (10:46:13 PM): yeah, it's no biggie. you seem more level headed than him.
Helen Kim (10:46:49 PM): I trust anyone who likes nachos ;-)
Will Kirby (10:47:27 PM): lol yessss
Helen Kim (10:47:44 PM): Also, I'm super glad someone joined as Chilltown
Helen Kim (10:47:52 PM): I love Chilltown <3
Will Kirby (10:48:19 PM): it wasn't even our first choice. I think we got chilltown because it was our only male/male picks
Helen Kim (10:48:59 PM): oh really?
Helen Kim (10:49:13 PM): I think there are only two duos that don't know each other previous to this game
Helen Kim (10:49:32 PM): Gary told me Ivette and Janelle didn't know each other, and Layla was obviously a replacement so she has to get to know Sam
Will Kirby (10:49:53 PM): yeah
Will Kirby (10:50:02 PM): thats what i heard
Helen Kim (10:50:42 PM): they're probably more likely to sell out their partners for safety then :-P
Will Kirby (10:51:04 PM): thats true and sucks for them :/

My grandma wasn't actually in the hospital, I just had a really stupid reason to poof and didn't want to tell him that.

[Helen Kim]

Time for Helen's cast breakdown! Let's goooo.

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Duo: These MILFs are gonna be final two.
Helen: dis bitch is ferce
Elissa: My total BFF. She introduced me to ORGs, and the only thing keeping us from working together in games is my paranoia of her screwing me over. However, this twist puts that to ease. I doubt she'd throw me under the bus...but you never know.

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Duo: Very social, very smart, very charming, very dangerous.
Gary: I've known Gary longer than I've known Elissa, though we haven't really been as close. He's a very social and funny person that I might be able to manipulate, but it depends on how loyal he is to his mysterious partner...
Gina: I don't know who this is. Gary won't let me know and insists I don't know her, but from what I can tell, she's one of those players that will be a force to be reckoned with. I can tell she's already started building relationships and making connections, so she's someone I really have to watch out for. I also need to be more aware of our conversations so I can get on her good side.

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Duo: Doofus and the Brain
Boogie: He's nice, but he's not really that intelligent. He didn't know what a misogynist was and listed Aaryn and Jeremy as his favorite players this season...yeah. I hope he's not as ignorant as he comes off, but he seems to be the half of the duo that isn't holding their weight.
Will: My showmance <3 Will and I see eye to eye on a lot of stuff and I can see him making it far in this game. As long as he stays on my good side

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Duo: Strong chance of approaching them for an alliance, two lovely people!
Nick: The one I was assigned to, I'm trying to bond with Nick as much as possible. Thankfully he didn't ignore me, as he later said his internet was cut out, and now we're just talking freely with each other which is a really good thing.
Sallie: Really nice girl, I'm glad she's paired with Nick because I love the both of them.

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Duo: Nice people, but I'm interested in seeing how well they'll do having never met prior to this.
Ivette: I felt kind of bad when I first talked to her. She had to leave early and acknowledged the fact I was mobile before I even told her, so I thought to myself, "oh god Helen everyone hates you because you can't have a proper conversation you're going home first." But after I got my computer, I really liked the girl! She told me the gripping story of how she raced across the city to find the things she forgot on a drunken night and we just talked about Big Brother and the feeds and she was very natural, which is a good thing.
Janelle: Janelle seems sweet, but she honestly has yet to leave a strong impression on me.

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Duo: Hot mess alert! I love them though <3
Eric: We had a nice chat last night, we talked about how he went to the One Direction concert (something I could care less about) and how we live sort of near each other. Will is already complaining about his activity, which isn't a good thing :/
Chima: CHIMA <3333 My girl! I love this chick. She always types in all caps but she has hilarious one liners that wouldn't be funny if it wasn't said in all caps. I'm trying to get on her good side because I don't think a lot of people are willing to give her a chance, and she may end up being a nice ally.

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Duo: A bit boring, not very active, and they don't know each other...not a good combo!
Sam: I don't remember if I've even talked to him, honestly. He's either inactive or he made absolutely no impression on me whatsoever.
Layla: She seems nice but she's really, really boring. I can tell she doesn't really want to talk to me, so I won't make too big of an effort on trying to communicate with her.

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Duo: Please self evict.
Alec: Hasn't been online at all. Why are you even here if you won't be active?
Peter: I talked to him last night, and our conversation was more awkward and grueling than the four word chats you always have with that annoying girl on facebook. I've tried messaging him today, but he hasn't responded, and I think he's always online. So, you know...I won't even bother.

[Helen Kim]

Gary Levy (12:45:13 AM): Lets get real noww
Gary Levy (12:45:19 AM): Why did you apply w/ Kenny?
Helen Kim (12:45:30 AM): why not
Gary Levy (12:46:19 AM): Because he's really abrasive gurrrll
Helen Kim (12:46:35 AM): what do you mean?
Gary Levy (12:46:56 AM): Likeee
Gary Levy (12:46:58 AM): Idk.
Gary Levy (12:47:00 AM): I was jw
Helen Kim (12:47:11 AM): he's my friend
Gary Levy (12:47:16 AM): I knoww
Gary Levy (12:47:20 AM): But
Gary Levy (12:47:25 AM): He can be really mean to people
Helen Kim (12:47:31 AM): I know
Helen Kim (12:47:34 AM): I doubt he will in this game
Helen Kim (12:47:37 AM): he wants to do well
Gary Levy (12:47:47 AM): ...Oh cmonn
Gary Levy (12:47:48 AM): We both know
Gary Levy (12:47:51 AM): He doesn't hold back
Helen Kim (12:48:08 AM): he will
Helen Kim (12:48:12 AM): I promise you
Gary Levy (12:48:13 AM): I hope so
Helen Kim (12:48:21 AM): and if he does
Helen Kim (12:48:23 AM): that's good for me
Helen Kim (12:48:30 AM): because if this is like BB13
Helen Kim (12:48:36 AM): I'll have to throw him under the bus
Helen Kim (12:48:46 AM): which would suck, but if he loses his cool, it'll be easier
Gary Levy (12:57:31 AM): Okay
Gary Levy (12:57:35 AM): I was just like curiouss
Gary Levy (12:57:47 AM): Because I know youre smart and I dont want your game to be messed up becase of him
Helen Kim (12:57:50 AM): you better not tell him that :-P
Gary Levy (12:57:56 AM): Im sure you will
Gary Levy (12:57:57 AM): <3
Helen Kim (12:58:12 AM): wait what
Gary Levy (12:58:18 AM): You tell him like evverythingg
Helen Kim (12:58:25 AM): You misunderstood my comment
Helen Kim (12:58:35 AM): I said you better not tell him that if he explodes it's better for my game
Gary Levy (12:58:41 AM): Ooooh
Gary Levy (12:58:48 AM): My baddd!
Gary Levy (1:00:15 AM): I'm nervous for the Miniii
Helen Kim (1:00:21 AM): I am too
Helen Kim (1:00:29 AM): I better not be a have not
Gary Levy (1:00:36 AM): Omggg
Gary Levy (1:00:40 AM): I will be so upset if I amm
Helen Kim (1:01:01 AM): I'm not confident in my survey at all
Helen Kim (1:01:03 AM): but
Helen Kim (1:01:03 AM): w/e
Gary Levy (1:01:39 AM): This is Big Brother. Discussion of the challenge is strictly prohibited.
Gary Levy (1:01:44 AM): OKAY BIG BROTHER
Helen Kim (1:01:48 AM): we can discuss the challenge BIG BROTHER
Helen Kim (1:01:53 AM): PLEASE CALM YOUR UTTERS
Gary Levy (1:02:29 AM): This is Big Brother. I do not have utters.
Gary Levy (1:03:15 AM): Youre totes being really social thoughh <33
Gary Levy (1:03:21 AM): I have asked Ivette and Boogie who they liked
Helen Kim (1:03:22 AM): oh ty!
Gary Levy (1:03:26 AM): You were like their first person
Helen Kim (1:03:31 AM): omg yayyyy <3
Helen Kim (1:03:37 AM): thanks for the advice girlfriend
Gary Levy (1:03:45 AM): What wa the advicee?
Helen Kim (1:03:49 AM): to not ignore people
Gary Levy (1:03:55 AM): Oooh
Gary Levy (1:04:01 AM): Omg <33
Gary Levy (1:04:03 AM): No problem
Gary Levy (1:04:08 AM): Like I said I have your backk
Helen Kim (1:04:18 AM): Same
Helen Kim (1:04:26 AM): And like about Elissa
Helen Kim (1:04:33 AM): I honestly doubt any couple is going to make F3
Helen Kim (1:04:51 AM): Everyone is going to be secretly working against their partner, and if they don't, they're going to get played
Helen Kim (1:05:11 AM): so I just have to make sure I'm more likeable than her I guess haha
Gary Levy (1:05:16 AM): Omgg
Gary Levy (1:05:25 AM): You dont have aaaanythhingg to worry about them
Gary Levy (1:05:25 AM): then
Helen Kim (1:05:31 AM): oh haha thanks
Gary Levy (1:05:43 AM): Im just being honesttt <33
Helen Kim (1:05:49 AM): I like Gina but if it came down to it
Helen Kim (1:05:51 AM): I'd save you
Gary Levy (1:06:11 AM): I appreciate thatt <33
Gary Levy (1:06:11 AM): I do think that most people would evict me thoughh
Helen Kim (1:06:18 AM): be more social!
Helen Kim (1:06:23 AM): :-P
Helen Kim (1:07:42 AM): you can easily save yourself from an eviction against Gina though
Helen Kim (1:07:51 AM): she's a huge threat
Helen Kim (1:07:56 AM): I can tell immediately
Gary Levy (1:08:00 AM): Lol ik
Gary Levy (1:08:06 AM): She always wins though
Helen Kim (1:08:15 AM): okay
Helen Kim (1:08:19 AM): what I think we need to do
Helen Kim (1:08:25 AM): is get a coalition together of singular people
Helen Kim (1:08:38 AM): to say, if our couple is nominated, you will vote to keep us
Helen Kim (1:08:54 AM): like there will definitely be a lot of cross duo alliances
Helen Kim (1:09:04 AM): but if we could get a bunch of people together with similar ideals
Helen Kim (1:09:08 AM): for safety
Helen Kim (1:09:14 AM): We'd go far
Gary Levy (1:09:32 AM): Omg yass <33
Gary Levy (1:09:34 AM): I know
Gary Levy (1:09:43 AM): We gotta do that tomorrow thoughh omgg
Gary Levy (1:09:45 AM): I am like so sleep
Gary Levy (1:09:46 AM): y
Helen Kim (1:09:49 AM): no we don't
Helen Kim (1:09:55 AM): Just us for now
Gary Levy (1:09:55 AM): Well Im just saying
Helen Kim (1:10:01 AM): people won't want to conspire against their partner
Helen Kim (1:10:02 AM): this early
Gary Levy (1:10:05 AM): Ooh Ik
Gary Levy (1:10:08 AM): I dont either
Helen Kim (1:10:12 AM): it would blow up in our face
Helen Kim (1:10:13 AM): I mean I don't
Helen Kim (1:10:16 AM): but it's necessary
Gary Levy (1:10:18 AM): There'll just come a time Ik <33
Helen Kim (1:10:20 AM): I trust you though
Gary Levy (1:10:24 AM): GOOD!!

I planted the seed of my plan in Gary's head. I'd love to have a group of singular players who will keep each other safe in the event of their duo being nominated. It's the perfect plan, but most people honestly won't be too thrilled with the idea of throwing their partner under the bus, especially this early. I trust Gary and I know he won't tell Gina, but I have to start making a lot of friends to pull this off.

[Helen Kim]

Going into the Have Not comp...I was NOT secure in my answers whatsoever. I was absolutely sure I was going to be a Have Not and not be able to compete in the Head of Household tonight. You should have seen the look on my face when I realized that not only was I a Have for the week, but I also got second place in the competition AND got favorable first impressions ratings! Elissa and I were the top two choices for most naive, which isn't exactly a bad thing on our part. People will believe that we can be easily manipulated, whereas in actuality I have no doubt we'll be cutting throats later on. I told Gary that I don't really care if Elissa gets evicted, but I'll most certainly be doing everything in my power to keep her around for as long as possible. Nobody thought I was annoying, people thought I was easy to talk to and entertaining...all in all, a successful first Have Not competition!

I was going to study trivia from BBUS, BBUK, BBAUS, AND BBCAN, but I realized I don't have the time or attention span to get as much info as I'm going to need. I'm going to keep pages of trivia open, get ready to ctrl+f, and hope for the best. I think I've made enough connections to go far in this mini, and even if I don't win, I really think I'll have enough support to keep off the block, or at the very least survive an eviction. I am going to try to win HoH so I can start making some official deals, but if I don't win it won't be that big of a deal.

[Ryan Buckingham]

This is Big Brother. Helen, please go to the Diary Room.

Big Brother
Helen, what were you thinking when Peter first started acting strange at the HoH competition?
12:08 AMHelen (BBCharm)
When Peter brought up how Big Brother "messed up" in the PoV results, I was laughing under my breath. He got on my nerves from day one, and I was glad to see that he was as big of an idiot as I first assumed he was. Of course, when Nick called him out I started laughing so hard because Will was just telling me previously about how Peter had asked him for an alliance day one.
12:08 AMHelen (BBCharm)
not PoV
12:08 AMHelen (BBCharm)
Have Not
12:08 AMHelen (BBCharm)
sorry
12:10 AMBig Brother
After storming in and out of the backyard a couple times, Peter decided to quit the game. What was your reaction to that?
12:13 AMHelen (BBCharm)
When he first said he was dropping out I thought he was just being a baby and trying to get attention. I knew that everyone was ganging up on him very harshly, with Nick posting screenshots of him cheating and asking for an alliance day one and everyone else being pretty rude to him. I was trying to stay out of it for the most part but I mean he was a total idiot who would ignore me when I tried to talk to him. I think that quitting was a really cheap thing to do, both for himself and his partner Alec. Alec has a huge target on his back as a result of his partner being a baby.
12:14 AMBig Brother
With Peter gone, the HoH comp then continued. What were your thoughts going into the comp? Did you want to win?
12:19 AMHelen (BBCharm)
I really did want to win that competition, especially after Elissa volunteered to be first gone and then messaged me shortly after telling me that I need to try to win it. I formed an alliance with Nick for the mini, since Sallie was not there and Elissa was the first gone. When Janelle became HoH, I asked her to keep me safe, even before Elissa volunteered to go. Then, the next round, when I won the HoH, I nominated Janelle and Ivette since they were the duo I was least closest to and they both did well in the first round of the competition. Janelle was way pissed at me after that, but thankfully I was able to work with Gary, Gina and Nick and make it to the final four. In my mind, the only situation I could think of not making it to the final two was if Gary or Gina won the final HoH, and when Nick took himself off the block at final four I was super happy that I was practically guaranteed final two. And then, the bastard turned on me and voted to evict me! I was super pissed at that moment, and it still kind of bugs me that he didn't take me farther than that, but I know that I'm safe this round and I don't even have the target on my back from winning the HoH.
12:21 AMBig Brother
Why do you think Elissa volunteered to go first? Did that bother you at all that your partner didn't try to win HoH?
12:23 AMHelen (BBCharm)
One of things that I love and hate about Elissa is that she's completely unpredictable. When she volunteered to go first I thought, okay, she probably doesn't want the target on our backs, I can live with that. But it surprised me when she then whispered to me to try to win it. I still don't really understand her reasoning for it, but I knew that I had to prove myself in that competition and I think I did pretty well.
12:25 AMBig Brother
Are you worried anything you did in the HoH comp might come back to bite you, such as nominating Janelle as you mentioned?
12:27 AMHelen (BBCharm)
I've been a bit weary when I've been talking to Janelle as of late. I don't want her to get the wrong idea; I just wanted to make it far in the HoH without getting a lot of blood on my hands and nominating her was my best option. In actuality, I didn't make a deal with her, but I understood why she was upset. I don't think it really made a lasting impression though because our recent conversations have been nice but of course I have to keep an eye on her. I'm not going to overanalyze the HoH like Boogie was doing.
12:29 AMBig Brother
When you say overanalyize the HoH like Boogie was doing, what exactly do you mean by that?
12:33 AMHelen (BBCharm)
Boogie came to me after the competition and immediately claimed that we needed to work together. I, of course, accepted and told him everything he wanted to hear. He said that he learned a lot throughout the competition and gave me a long list of things he found out. I don't remember most of it, because honestly a lot of it was just bullshit, but he said that Nick and Sallie must have a final four with Gary and Gina and that Gary and Gina are out to get him. He told me that he thinks that Gina made Gary vote him out of the Head of Household, when in actuality I told Gary to vote for Boogie since I had a deal with Nick. But Boogie doesn't need to know that ;-)
12:36 AMBig Brother
Earlier you mentioned being a little bit annoyed that Nick voted you out of the HoH competition. How do you feel now that he's HoH? Have you talked to him about how you feel?
12:38 AMHelen (BBCharm)
When he evicted me I kind of blew up on him in private, but covered it by saying I was just kidding to cover myself. I'm glad he won HoH, since I have been working on him since day one as Elissa wanted me to. I kind of wish he didn't win the HoH, since asking him for an alliance now would seem like a half-assed attempt at trying to save myself, but Elissa and I still want to work with him and Sallie so hopefully no ass-kissers beat me to it!
12:39 AMBig Brother
So now that Nick is HoH and he has no restrictions this week in regards to the partners twist, who do you expect to see up on the block tomorrow?
12:40 AMHelen (BBCharm)
To my dismay, I expect Chima to be up on the block since she seemed to have gotten into it with Nick's partner, Sallie. I've been kind of subtly dropping hints to Nick that I really want Alec out of the house, so if all goes well the nominees should be Chima and Alec.
12:42 AMBig Brother
And, ultimately, who would you like to see walking out the front door this week?
12:42 AMHelen (BBCharm)
Alec. It would make the following weeks so much easier if we just act like Peter's meltdown didn't happen. They would have been the first two gone regardless.
12:44 AMBig Brother
Is there anything else you'd like to discuss with Big Brother?
12:44 AMHelen (BBCharm)
I think that's fine!
12:44 AMHelen (BBCharm)
Thanks Big Brother!
12:44 AMBig Brother
Thank you Helen. The Diary Room Door is now open.

[Helen Kim]

This vote is a no-brainer.

I vote to evict Alec.

I'm voting for Alec because it's the easiest and best thing to do this week. I've had little social interaction with him, he hasn't made an effort to campaign or even save himself with the veto, and his partner's little meltdown has made him blood in the water.

Good-bye messages time!

Alec, you're probably going to blame Peter for your eviction, but in reality you only have yourself to blame. You haven't been active, you haven't competed in ANY of the competitions this week, and I don't think you deserve to be here over Layla.

Layla, if you're reading this, I have no idea what the hell happened. I'm going to guess that people wanted to take you out for being a bigger threat and inactive Alec, but you definitely deserve to be here over him. So, I'm sorry.