Week 7

[ivette]

HELEN
this skin is scary
IVETTE
which one
oh
HELEN
It's like
IVETTE
i refreshed
scary?
HELEN
graveyards and zombies
IVETTE
like
eeeeek
HELEN
and ghosts
I'M SETTING US UP FOR A DR
SHHH
IVETTE
when can i talk
HELEN
okay let's do this again
wow this is terrifying

THE HELEN YOU'RE SEEING IS A FAKE. *STAGING* DIARY ROOM SESSIONS?!?!?! (I still kind of want to go to the F2 with her if I can)

[ivette]

I don't mind if this week takes a bit longer, because right now Janelle has nobody in the game to talk to until somebody else joins her in the jury house mwahaha

[ivette]

Welp, the game is about to get stickier for me. It's probably in my best interest that, until the Final 3 or 4, this is the last HOH I win.

I want Sam out this week. He's never threatened me (he really doesn't talk much at all), but I'm sure he was an awful lad on BBAUS with buck teeth, and I have no place for him in my game. He's very under the radar, yet he's a legitimate competitor every time he shows up, and that scares me.

Gina is going to support me. The way she speaks to me, she sounds like she's truly closest with me. Neither of us can play HOH next week, so I'm really hoping next week isn't a shit show. It very well may be the week where I'm on the block with Will if he (or probably only Helen) doesn't win HOH. I don't want to go to the end with her, but turning on her will probably be very messy.

I've really tried to spend today getting much closer to Helen, and somewhat closer to Elissa and Chima, because I'm going to need them. Unfortunately, if POV is used, one of Elissa or Chima is going up, so that will be messy.

Will is an asset and a hazard that I myself really can't do anything about. I can't nom him, so I'm taking him into the final 7 with me, so I really need to try to keep the voters pro-Ivette.

It's probably best for me to slip under the radar as far as comps are concerned after this. I'll make an effort at POV because I want to keep my noms the same, but I only tried for HOH to stake my claim as someone who belongs in this game and isn't throwing comps to be shady. Hopefully the nom who stays doesn't make a miraculous turnaround and get me evicted.

[ivette]

I wanted to tell Eric he's my pawn so he's not blindsided and flabbergasted, but if you're not going to REPLY TO MY MESSAGES, I CAN'T HELP YOU.

[ivette]

Maybe this didn't telegraph fully, but a big motivation for putting Sam and Eric up is that I'm a feminist warrior. I mean, everybody here is a 15 year old gay boy anyways (except me I'm 22 tyvm), so I guess it's all the same. It's slim pickins and I hope that by taking a stand on SOMETHING, I don't get scumbagged later down the road similar to the what I'm doing to Sam this round.

[ivette]

Why does everybody think they're above marveling at my HOH room? They're all gonna PAY?!

LIKE GIVE SOME FUCKING RESPECT TO ROBYN AND WET HOT

[Makosi "Makhosi" Musambasi]

i am so happy for your hoh win this made me so happy

[ivette]

I'm on my lunch break, but some reflections:
This HOH is important for one reason and that reason is because fuck everybody. You're going home you slovenly pieces of shit.

That's why.

[ivette]

I hope Janelle is sitting alone in the jury house SEETHING that I won HOH. I hope it kills her and when she's resurrected maybe she'll be cleverer. But probably not. I'm shocked I got one of her statements wrong because her speech patterns are so predictable.

To me: I do not think that is a good idea, Ivette. I would not want us to do anything that would advance our cause in the game.
To Gina: Mhm girlfriend that's right *twerks*
To Helen: Will you vote for me to stay? *warms milk in the microwave and gives you your binky*

[ivette]

Mother fucker, I'm starting to become pissed about this HOH now that the veto draw went pretty much the worst way possible.

Helen, who is the only person who I can really trust to play to keep the noms the same (Will might be persuadable, but mostly no. If he wins [which he won't] at least he'll have to show his hand a bit), is a have not.

Chima will probably be my biggest competition in this veto. If veto is used, either Chima or Elissa go up. Chima would go up if she doesn't win veto, but I really don't want to have to do that. However, Sam hasn't won a comp, but he's been competitive. The only upside is he's been my stated target, and the only scenario in which he comes off the block is if he wins veto.

However, I've been having second thoughts about Sam being my primary target...

Splitting up Chima and Eric, at Eric's expense, really might benefit me more. Sam has no one (except for Eric and, of course, Will, which means I'd be his target as well, for the same reason I want Eric out: the loyalty of his partner).

[ivette]

Of course, if things go terribly, I'll quit talking strategy and start fighting with people in public and the DR again, so that might be a godsend.

[ivette]

Post-veto drawings

IVETTE
good luck!
im going to have a hell of a time replacing you if you win veto, because i really dont want the blood on my hands
but you deserve the right to save yourself if you can
ERIC
I'm a have not... Idt I'll do very well
IVETTE
lets see lol
i mean
the only reason im flooding you with messages is because i feel bad
i want you to be part of this plan
but the reality is i did it by gambling with your life
ERIC
I know, I mean you had to do it, I'm going to try the veto but I am sure I will not win. The have not disadvantage is pretty hard to overcome
IVETTE
yeah but it depends on the comp

Eric doesn't seem completely sold, but I did my best to spin my nomination into making him feel like part of the plan. That way it either backfires and I'm more likely to get a jury vote I would otherwise stand no chance of getting, or he comes back into the game and doesn't come after me with a vengeance. How often I forget the nicest thing about being an ally to Gina is having a larger target around you at all times.

[ivette]

Helen is such a petulant dodobrain.

That's the thing with trying to take a goat to the end: you really are trying to control something that can't be tamed.

Her social game is sloppy. It's gotten to the point where she started telling lies to people and now can't tell the truth to save her life. A lot of the time I want to plant seeds in her head and make HER say things to ME that I don't want to tell her flat out, but she doesn't get the most obvious hints.

[ivette]

ERIC JUST COMPARED ME TO SOME HIDEOUS DUDE IN A DISNEY TWEENYBOPPER BAND AND THEY "COVERED" I WANNA DANCE WITH SOMEBODY BY WHITNEY AND ITS AN UPBEAT POPPY VOCODER MESS THAT IS TRYING ITS VERY BEST TO RUIN WHITNEY HOUSTON'S MEMORY

IT DISREGARDS ALL THE PAIN AND NAKED VULNERABILITY AND VOCAL TALENT THAT MADE WHITNEY WHITNEY AND TURNS IT INTO SOMETHING MEANINGLESS AND IM ACTUALLY NEAR TEARS AND I WANT TO CRY AND I WANT ERIC TO DIE. HE IS MY TARGET.

[ivette]

fuck that veto